Michelle, Lily & Molly have all been expelled and sent to juvie for bullying, rape and man slaughter.
I've been sent to counselling and therapy. I asked brendons mom to book it all for me. She's really lovely. I wanted to get better. It's been so stressful but the lady helping me is a real sweetheart and she often makes me laugh.
It's helped me a bit. I think I'm getting better. Tyler is getting better too. He's suicidal like me. Him and josh got a new gig at Nationwide Arena the other day.
Brendon and his band are growing more and more. Sarah is growing more and more proud of him. He even wrote her a song called 'Sarah Smiles'.
Josh has been really supportive. He was always with me. He would stay at my house for ages. Call me if I couldn't sleep. Be the best boyfriend ever.
As I write this, josh is sitting next to me with his arm round me on his phone taking photos of me. He's adorable. "Why thank you!" Josh says, reading what I wrote. I just smiled. "Are you going to write down everything I say?" He asks me. Looked like I am!
Later that day we met up with Jenna and tyler for a double date! I got dressed into this:
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we met up with Tyler and jenna and went to Taco Bell. it was actually a lot of fun. I got a bean burrito as usual as it was so freaking good! After that we went to Dairy Queen and got some frozen yogurt.
We all walked around talking and laughing after that. It was a lot of fun. After that we walked our separate ways home. me and josh walked hand in hand on the road. yes the road. it was dark and the stars were shining. the cool night are made it even better. we made it to my house and walked inside.
brendon was making out with sarah on the couch. me and josh shrugged and went to my room. "so what'd you plan?" he asks as he closed the door behind him. "decorating?" I took a box out from under my bed filled with fairy lights, pictures and blue tac. "okay!"
we turned some music on and danced a bit while we put the pictures up. after half an hour it was perfect. we jumped onto my bed and turned Netflix on, on my laptop.
after a while josh fell asleep. I smiled and ran a hand through his blue hair. he was so perfect. I was so lucky to have him. I laid my head on his chest and dozed off.
