Alex: This is gonna sound terrible...and i mean it is. So...I'm guessing that you know what happened to Hannah Baker. Well, it wasn't some random incident thing like there were reasons why and she made tapes of the reasons, there's 13, one for each person that led her to, you know
Alex: Actually, why am I skipping around it? That led her to kill herself. And if ur wondering how I know about this it's because I'm one of the reasons
Alex: I caused a girl to fucking kill herself
Alex: and I don't know how everyone else is so fucking self absorbed that they don't even care because it's driving me insane like
Alex: it's hard to be able to live with myself knowing what I did
Alex: it's just really fucking hard
You: I'm sorry
You: I'm back
You: That's some pretty heavy stuff
Alex: if you hate me now then that's okay bc I know that's not what u were like signing up for or anything and I shouldn't have dumped everything on you so yeah I'm sorry
You: Alex, it's okay. I don't hate you. I don't know what you did but I can't imagine that you meant to harm her, and even if you did, you still need a friend right now
You: and I can be that friend
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A Loser With A Cellphone (Alex Standall)
Fanfic"Hello?" "Who is this?" "I found your number on the bandroom floor..." started: may 12, 2017 finished: september 17, 2017
