Alex: don't bother coming over. Honestly, please don't. I just want to say...thank you, for everything. And please don't think for a second that it's your fault. It isn't. I'm sorry because I should've pushed you away, I should've never replied, because my mind was made up and it wasn't fair of me to drag you into it. I never wanted to hurt you and, trust me, I hate myself for knowing that I have. I'm not good with words, I never have been, as I'm sure you already know. Just...I'm not a good person. You deserve better. I hope you know that, and I hope you'll find someone who treats you right. I'm sorry I couldn't do that for you. In all of this shit, you were the one person who could make me happy. You're worth the entire fucking world. Don't forget that. Thank you for pushing your boundaries for me. You, spending time with a shithole like me? It's probably the best thing that's ever happened to me. I love you. :)
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A Loser With A Cellphone (Alex Standall)
Fanfiction"Hello?" "Who is this?" "I found your number on the bandroom floor..." started: may 12, 2017 finished: september 17, 2017
