Im Only Human

Breaking down.

Mac's POV

I go into Niall's room. I sit there for a minute when someone taps on the door. I walk and open it. It's Zayn.

"Hey. Can we talk?"

I nod. We sit on the bed.

"Niall's been lying to you."

"What?"

"He's been lying to you."

I stand up and start pacing. "Yea I heard that part. What did he lie to me about?"

"Well I caught him kissing some girl today. I think he's cheating on you."

I stop pacing and turn to look at Zayn. "With who?"

"I can't remember her name. Trista or Melissa or something like that I think."

"Krista." I say.

"Yea. That's it."

I sit on the bed next to him. "Thanks."

He puts his hand on my shoulder and says. "No problem. It's just that I know what you've been through already. You don't need anything else stressing you out right now." He stands up and leaves.

He's cheating on me with fucking Krista. That bitch. I've had so much shit dumped on me today. My dad got engaged. Niall wants me to move in with him even though he kissing other girls behind my back. I walk to the front door and sit cross legged next to it on the floor.

I was right. I can't trust him. I should've listened to my head and not my heart. I put my head in my hands. This is too much for me. Today is just way too much I can't handle it. I'm break soon. I know it. I'm right on the edge of a major breakdown.

Niall walks through the door. "GET UP!" He screams. "GET THE FUCK UP!" His hands are tugging at his hair. I stand up. "Did you think I wouldn't figure out? You thought you could just use to make Jackson jealous." What? I don't have a clue what he's talking about. "You selfish bitch! I have real feelings for you. But I you don't care about how I might feel. Since he used you, you thought that you could get back at him by using me. I don't fu-"

"What the hell are you talking about?" I interrupt him.

He scoffs. "Like you don't know."

"I don't."

"That's shit. Why else would you date me if we just met? You lied to me. I thought you loved me."

I laugh. "I don't recall ever saying that I loved you. Jackson must've put that in your head. Along with the crazy theory you have. I am not using you. That was not even my intention. I was trying to move on from him."

"Was?" he walks closer to me. "No. No baby. Don't leave me. I'm sor-"

I put my hand up. "I wouldn't want to apologize just yet." He gives me a confused look. "Tell me Niall. Is Krista a good kisser."

His eyes widen. "No. She literally jumped me in the fucking hallway and started shoving her tongue down my throat. I didn't kiss her. She kissed me."

"When did you plan on telling me?"

"I didn't."

"I thought so." I walk back to his room to grab my things. I text Beth and ask her to pick me up and tell her I'll explain everything later.

"Where are you going?" he asks from the doorway.

"Home." I walk to to him and push him away to get out the room.

"You. Are. Not. Going. Anywhere." He says as he grabs my arm. He doesn't sound very happy.

"Yes. I. Am." I pull free. He takes my bags and throws them to the floor. He grabs me around the waist and picks up. I start kicking and screaming. "Put me the fuck down."

He throws me on the bed and locks the door. "No." He says. "We can talk this about this and work it out."

I shake my head. "Let me out!" I run to the door but he pushes me back on the bed.

"NO DAMMIT! We are going to work this out." He runs a hand through his hair. "I love you and I'm not going to let you go over some big misunderstanding."

I look at him. "Maybe we should've waited to start dating. One day into it and we are already having problems."

He widens his eyes and looks at me. He shakes his head. "No. No Mckenzie. Please."

"I'm sorry Niall. But I don't think it'll work out. Maybe we should wait."

He kneels on the ground I front of me. I'm still sitting on the bed and seeing him like this nearly breaks me. He looks so desperate. Desperate for me to stay. "I love you." He repeats. His blue eyes water.

"But I don't love you." I hit him in the most painful way possible.

Someone knocks on the door. "Mac. It's Beth. Your stuff is already in the car. Are you ready to go?"

I look down at Niall. He looks completely broken. Like a little kid when you take away his favorite toy. I breakdown even further when I see the look on his face. My eyes start to burn but I don't let the tears come. I just get up and walk out the door. I can hear him sobbing and whispering my name as I close the door.

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