Im Only Human

Don't Forget

LAST CHAPTER:'( I had so much fun writing this and I couldn't ask for more amazing readers!!! I love you all so much.

This chapter is going to be from Nialls POV.

And btw I forgot to mention this in the last chapter, but macs mom is awake from her coma. She woke up the day of Mac's "funeral". I forgot to write that so I just thought I should tell you.

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Dear Niall,

I am not dead. I only faked my death to protect you. I couldn't stand the thought of you going anymore pain because of me.

I've done so much to hurt you. I've pushed you away. I've loved you only to push you away again. I don't want to do that anymore.

When we first met, I tried my hardest to stay away from you. You just kept pursuing me and everyone told me you were such a wonderful guy. But then Jackson showed up and that's when everything sorta collapsed.

Do not think that this is at all your fault. It's not. It's mine. It's my fault that I just happen to hurt the people I love the most in the worst way. And I'm sorry for that.

I hope, now that you've felt what's it's like to be without me, that you can be happy. I hope you can move on from this. I understand if you hate me for everything I've done.

Making you think I was dead was one of the hardest things I've ever done, but when I saw the chance to get out of your life I took it. It was all my idea. Please understand that I only did this to protect you.

Do not tell Nat or my mom. Or anyone else about this letter. You are the only that should know this.

I love you Niall. I will never stop loving you. Maybe one I will be able to come back. Maybe I will forgive myself for all the times I've wronged you. And hopefully you will have forgiven me too.

The phone is you to call or message me whenever you need to talk. I'm sorry I made things this way. I really am. But I think it's what's best for me right now.

Go live your life. Live it to the fullest. Make mistakes. Have regrets, after all you are only human. But don't make me one of them.

Don't forget me. I won't forget you. I want you to remember me as an opportunity. An opportunity to start over.

I know so many things will remind you of me but please don't think of the bad memories. Think of the good ones.

The first time we met. Our first date. The first time you held me in your arms. Our first kiss. The song I wrote for you. The song you wrote for me.

And never ever get rid of that guitar. Ever.

I love you Niall James Horan and I'll miss you like crazy.

~ Mckenzie <3

So she really wasn't dead. This entire time she's been alive.

At first all I feel is rage. The rage is aimed towards her for making me grieve over her when she wasn't even dead. Then I understand. Her father wanted a new start but he did it the hard way.

I want to be mad at her for making think she was dead. For causing that big black hole in my chest. The black hole that swallowed my heart and gave it to Mckenzie.

Big droplets appear on the paper in front of me and the ink starts to smear. I carefully fold up the letter and put in a drawer. I pick up the phone and call the only number in my contacts. She answers on the first ring.

"Niall." she says quietly.

"I love you." Are the words I say. My voice cracks at the end and the tears fall harder.

"I love you." She replies.

"Come back." I sob into the phone.

"I can't." I can hear her voice shaking.

"Please come back." I cry.

It silent for a minute and then she starts to sing.

"I figured it out, I figured it out from black and white. Seconds and hours, maybe they had to take some time.

I know how it goes, I know how it goes from wrong at right. Silence and sound, did they ever hold each other tight. Like us. Did they ever fight like us."

She goes silent again.

"You and I. We don't wanna be like them. We can make it till the end. Nothing can come between you and I. Not even the gods above could separate the two of us." She continues.

I cry softly into the phone. How does she about that song?

"Nothing can come between you and I." She doesn't sing those last few words. She says them. She says them like she believes them.

"Mckenzie. Please." I beg.

"I love you, Niall. Don't forget me." Then she hangs up.

I take the phone away from my ear and redial the number.

All I got was a machine stating that her number has been disconnected and was no longer in use.

I had lost her again.

I replay her last few words in my head.

"I love you, Niall. Don't forget me."

I won't.

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The end.

My next fanfic is probably going to be call "Live While We're Young". Should start writing it when summer starts.

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