Two- A Josh Dun fic

20- fight

I woke up with Josh lying next to me and I didn't have the power to wake him up, so I decided I'd take a shower and throw out my clothes to rid myself of memories of last night.

As soon as I got up, he woke up and became more alert, eyes opening to see me leaving the bed.

He sat up. "What happened last night?" He asked with more concern in his voice than anger.

"Nothing." I whispered quietly, not wanting to talk about my near-rape experience.

"Tori I found you crying in the rain, that is not nothing."

"Since when do you care," I spat out. I was being a little too harsh but I couldn't take his pestering anymore. "Your the one who wouldn't open the door for me."

"And your the one who left me at a saloon for 2 hours to get ice cream!" He said suddenly getting defensive.

"But you made a new friend," the last word came out forced."Maybe I could be her friend too." I emphasized on the word friend, showing I was unhappy not being introduced as his girlfriend.

"So that was about Debby? All that crying in the rain? Wow, I thought you were smarter than that." His tone became harsh and I was hurt.

Apparently he couldn't see the tears well up in my eyes as I said, "I wouldn't be crying in the rain just because my so called boyfriend introduced as his friend and decided to lock me out of the car alone in a parking lot."

A wave of realization came over him when I brought up how he introduced me. He opened his mouth to apologize but I cut him off.

"And you can't assume why I was crying in the parking lot because that was nowhere near the reason." I felt a tear drop.

We were fighting.

"Then tell me Tori, why were you crying in the rain?" He eyed me looking for answers.

"I don't want to talk about it." I whispered.

"But your the one who started this mess and I'm your boyfriend. I feel like you have to tell me." He said getting more tense.

"I don't want to talk about it!" I yelled at him.

"Then you have no right to be mad if you won't tell me what happened!" He started yelling with the same tone as me.

"Yes I do! You have no idea what happened!"

"If you can't tell me and keep the trust between us..," he bit his lip. I was afraid of his next words.

"Then we're done."

I looked at him, not knowing what to say next.

"J-Josh?" He ignored me as he started to grab his clothes and head out.
As he slammed the door, I collapsed on the floor letting myself drown in my tears.

"I still love you"

This is why love is scary.

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