Two- A Josh Dun fic

23-jump

I got home and immediately told Tyler what happened.

"He wouldn't listen to me when I tried to talk to him though?" He was as confused as me.

*******

As I lay in bed, I began think of Josh.

Of course I still love him. I just don't know if he loves me still.

I was currently wearing his "I want to belive" hoodie from our first date.

As long as I love him, I'm keeping this hoodie, I thought so myself.

I began crying because I missed Josh too much. I got a notification on my phone and I turned over to get it.

@joshuadun has posted

I looked at his Instagram and saw a picture that broke my heart

I love her more than anything❤️

I can't live like this. The boy I love, in love with someone else, kissed me.

*****

I walked to the Main Street Bridge and sat there, shivering in the September air.

I let the tears fall as I remembered coming here with Josh on the nights we couldn't sleep.

Text him. One last time.

T🌹: i love you
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Figures.

I sat on the edge after I parked my car and stared down. I stood up getting ready.

jump
jump
jump
jump
"don't jump"

I spun around to see Josh standing there with a cold expression. He seemed upset but why did he kiss me if he was so upset?

"don't jump" he repeated.

"But Josh there's nothing left for me." I said as a tear escaped my eye.

"Then don't jump. Leave. But don't jump." He said helping me down.

"But-"

"Leave." He hasn't forgave me.

"josh," I whispered.

He turned around to leave for his car.

"I was raped." I whispered while tears began to stream down my cold face.

Josh stopped walking and turned towards me.

He noticed my red, puffy eyes from crying and ran to me. As he neared me, he engulfed me in a hug.

"I'm so sorry." He whispered in my ear.