34- open the door

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*Josh's pov*

It's been almost a week without speaking to Tori and I feel really bad. I haven't left my apartment since and I'm a huge mess.

I need to fix things

I walk down the hall to her apartment hoping that she's there. I take a deep breath and run a hand through my pink hair.

"Here it goes." I sighed.

I knock. No answer. Maybe she isn't home now. Maybe she doesn't want to speak to me. I wouldn't blame her.

I knock again, this time hearing shuffling. I stiffen up, ready for her to open the door. But nothing comes.

"Tori?" I ask, my voice cracking a little.

"Yes Josh?" A small whisper from the other side asks.

I sigh. This isn't going to be easy.

I lean my back against the door and slide down, sitting on her welcome mat. I hear her do the same thing.

"I'm sorry. Really sorry. I was drunk and didn't know what I was doing and I don't love her, I love you."

I hear her sniffle a bit. She's been crying too.

"Josh, you made out with your ex girlfriend in front of your current girlfriend while proceeding to let your ex pull your pants down. I don't know how to get over it." She says, sounding defeated.

"I know, and I regret what happened that night, and going in the first place. Please let me in. I'm still your boyfriend, aren't I?" I ask, worry evident in my voice.

I hear a sigh and someone stand up. I give up. She probably left after hearing me for the last time. I lay back on the door, slouching before putting my head in my knees.

"I screwed up big time." I whisper.

I hear a door open but I don't bother looking up. I immediately fall onto the floor, looking up to see the door I was leaning on opened.

"Hey." I hear Tori say, looking down on me.

I get up quickly and hug her, missing her presence.

I wiped her eyes and kissed her, not wanting to ever let her go again. As she begins crying in my shoulder, I comfort her. "Shh. It's gonna be ok." I say trying to ease her pain.

"Don't lie to me Josh," she whispered. "I love you, and I never want to let you go." She told me.

"I'm sorry, and I love you too, you're my everything." I said.

What would've happened if she didn't open the door?

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Sorry this chapter sucks. I'll be on vacation and might not get a chance to write anything new or post so I'm trying to fill you in on as much as I can now.

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