Two- A Josh Dun fic

31- slip up

*Josh's pov*

As I got pushed onto the bed by a random girl, she began to make out with me.

"I- I have a girlfriend." I mumbled.

"Yea, but that girl isn't here silly. It's just me and you." The girl said. Her voice sounded familiar. Like....

Debby

As I tried to get out of the bed, Debby began unbuckling my pants.

And that's when I heard someone quickly rush to the door. As I looked up, I saw a rush of blonde curls leave.

Tori.

I quickly pushed Debby off of me and rushed to the door.

"Baby, where are you going?" Debby cooed.

"You're not my baby, I'm with Tori." I spat as I rushed down the stairs.

As I ran outside to the driveway, I noticed her car was still here.

"Crap, if anything happened to her I would never forgive myself." I whispered.

Just as I pulled out my phone to call her, it began to rain.

I tried walking back inside, but I was too drunk to do anything else.

"I really screwed up." I whispered.

"Heck yea, you did." Someone said behind me.

I spun around and saw that Tyler pulled up behind me.

"I can't find her." I said as I got into his car.

"She's busy crying. Jenna took her home and she's staying over tonight." Tyler said with a disappointed face.

"I'm sorry." I told him as I began to cry into my hands.

"Don't apologize to me. Apologize to the girl that's been crying for the past hour and is soaked in rain." Tyler said as we pulled into the apartment complex.

"Thank you so much." I said as I ran upstairs wiping my eyes.

As I reached Tori's door, I took a deep breath and knocked.

Jenna answered with a tired and upset look on her face.

"What do you want." She coldly said.

Jenna is the most cheerful person on Earth, which means something bad had to happen to make her this mad. I slipped up bad.

"I need to see Tori."

"I think she's seen you enough." She snapped. Her icy blue eyes seemed colder than ever.

"Jenna," someone behind her said. "Who's that?"

I immediately recognized that voice.

"Tori?" I whispered.

She came out from behind Jenna. She looked like she's been crying for hours, which she probably has by now. Her voice sounded cracked and almost gone, from... screaming? She looked like a mess. But she was a beautiful mess. She was my beautiful mess. At least I hope she still was.

"Go away Josh." She said, sounding hurt.

"But Tori," I began.

"No buts Josh. I need time to myself." She said before turning around.

"Jenna being here doesn't sound like being by yourself." I said, sounding more harsh than I intended.

"Well than let me correct myself. I need some time with someone who won't break my heart twice." She spat out before motioning to Jenna to close the door.

Jenna glared at me and shut the door in my face, leaving me hurt and regretful.

I messed up. I caused this. I slipped up.