I wish someone could fix me. I wish someone could tell me what's wrong with me. I just want to get better but I seem to only be getting worse.
I've lived this way for the past two years. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of going to sleep every night in tears because of this pain. I'm tired of constantly living my life in pain, this is not living, this is existing. I cannot enjoy enjoy a single thing and when I do start to feel some sort of joy, I instantly return to square one.
No matter how many doctors I see, ER visits, hospital stays, or tests there are no results. 10 medications later and no cure, no alleviation. I'm tired, I'm exhausted, and there's nothing I can do about it. If only you really knew how many times I tried to end my life because the pain is inescapable.
YOU ARE READING
A book of thoughts.
Non-FictionI started this as a way to release all of my emotions, but feel free.
