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          I am not a person who just cries. When something bad happens I take it as it comes and I just have to keep on with my day. I have school work to complete, classes I need to pay attention to, I have a job that needs all of my attention when I'm there, I have a soccer team that needs my head to be completely focused on that field. I simply just don't have time to let my emotions get the best of me. I don't have time to cry. 

          What happens when I do cry? I cry about everything all at once. When something occurs, I just have to push it aside. But, at some point it becomes too much for myself to bare. And then? A Niagara Falls flow of tears pour out of eyes soaking my face for hours. When and if I ever cry it's because all of the bad things have piled up and unambiguously just all are released in one swift action.  And then what? I have to get back to work.

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