A NERD TURNS INTO A GANGSTER

CHAPTER 11: Just this day with you

Nixele's PoV:

Lunes na ngayon at nanduto ako sa room. Ako pa lang kaya ang tao dito. Hindu naman ata aki excited noh?

Umupo nalang ako pwesto ko at nagsoundtrip na lang gamut ang cellphone at headset ko (shempre).

*Now Playing: Say you wont let go by James Arthurs

- I met you in the dark, you lit me up
You made me feel as though I was enough
We dance the night away
We drank too much
I held your hair back when
You were throwing up -

Sumobsob na lang ako sa desk ko dahil wla pang nagsi datingan.

- Then you smile over your shoulder
For a minute I was stone cold sober
I pulled you closer to my chest
And you ask me to stay over
I said I already told you
I think that you should get some rest -

Nakarinig ako ng apak sa sahig. Siguro kaklase ko, malamang dito pumasok eh.

Hindi na rin naman ako nag abalang tignan kung sino yun.

- I know I lived you then
But you'd never know
Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go -

May bigla nalang humablot sa isang headset ko kaya nakita ko c Max na sumobsob rin sa desk nya.

"Hoy ano bang problema mo?! Akin na nga yan!" kukunin ko na sana yung isang pair ng headset nang tinabig nya ang kamay ko.

"Just this day with you" sabi nya sakin tapos sumusob ulit sa desk nya.

Pero what? Hindi ko naintindihan kung ano mn yung ibig nyang sabihin. Kaya hinayaan ko na lang sya. Wlang malisyahan to kasi bakla toh.

Sumubsob na rin ako dahil nagsidatingan na iba naming kakalase tapos pinagtinginan oa nga kami eh.

- I knew I needed you
But I never showed
But I wanna stay with you
Until we're grey and old -

Nagulat na lang ako Nang may humawak sa kamay ko, pagtungo ko nakita ko na yun yung kamay ni Max.

"Max bitawan mo nga ako." walang ganang sabi ko sa kanya.

- Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go -