Me And My JJ

26

Anaya's P.O.V

I look back at Harris and see his eyes widen. Oh my God what? Oh fuck is my dress ripped? Oh my God my dress is ripped.
"Is my dress ripped?" I ask him trying to look to the back of my dress to find the rip

He doesn't reply
I walk over to him and hit his shoulder
"You can't just stand there after looking at me like my dress is fucked up!" I shout
He looks into my eyes
"You look so fucking good" he whispers quietly
My breath hitches. He has such an effect on me. It's crazy.

"Break it up love birds, I need a picture" I hear Fayzaan say
I huff and turn towards Fayzaan.
He takes a few pictures of us before Naz comes shouting.
"HOLD UP! Take our picture too" he shouts getting out the limo.
We all stand together and take a few pictures before I say bye to Fayzaan and get into the limo.

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"OH MY GOD ANAYA!" Halima screams
"Oh not her again" Harris groans
"Oi be nice she doesn't even like you anymore" I say hitting his shoulder
"Who is it now? Adam?" He snorts
"Erm" I start
"Holy shit!" He shouts
"Don't tell anyone please!" I say quickly
"Okay okay fine" he chuckles and grabs my hand

We walk towards the door and my friends run to me. I let go of Harris' hand and hug them tightly.
"Ooh she left ya" Adam teases
"Shut up man" Harris replies

We pull away and I smile
"I missed you so fucking much" I tell them as we walk into the hall
"You literally saw them a week ago" Slim says
"A week is a long time" Ayesha says rolling her eyes

I turn to Harris and whisper into his ear. He nods his head and smirks
We find a table and sit down.
"So are you and Harris going out?" Rukayah asks fiddling with her hijab

"What?" I say choking on my water, "No"
"Aww but you look so cute together" Anaya says and I glare at her
"Don't worry girls" Harris says winking
"So Ayesha? Found anyone yet?" Harris asks
"Me? no I'm reserved for Chris Hemsworth" she says smirking
"I'm better looking than him" Slim scoffs

"Yeah Slim has his nose" I say and she looks hurt
"Ew Chris has a perfect nose!" She protests, "Slim has a deformed nose"
"Eh you're right" Slim shrugs
"Wait, what you tryna say?" Ayesha asks me, narrowing her eyes
She's too good

"Nothing" I shrug
"We'll see later" she says and I'm not joking but she looks scary
She can be funny but she has a scary side too

I give her a weak smile. I zone out for a few minutes while the rest of them carry on speaking about random shit.
"Minnie?" I hear Harris call me
"Ahem yeah?" I ask
"Are you okay?" He asks looking genuinely worried
"Yeah I'm fine" I say and give him a smile

He looks unconvinced but nods his head and looks away.

The truth is I'm not okay. I keep thinking about Ali when I'm sat at prom with my best friends. And Harris is just amazing. He cares so much for me. I don't deserve him. I agreed to go out with Ali when Harris had part of my heart. Which heartless bitch would do that? Me. I'm the heartless bitch. I can't belive he stayed with me after I told him I was going out with Ali. 

Harris nudges my knee and I look up. He gives me a funny look and I give him a confused look back.
"What's wrong?" He asks
"Just thinking" I tell him and he sighs
"You're at prom, stop thinking depressing thoughts and have fun!" He says attempting to cheer me up

I give him a weak smile but he doesn't look convinced.
"Stop it! Tell me what it is!" He presses
"Forget it, I'll tell you later let's have some fun" I say smiling and he smiles back at me

"You can't say you don't like my personality and not say why!" I hear Ayesha shout
"I say what I want" Slim shrugs
"Oh for God's sake shut up!" Adam and Halima shout at the same time

Adam smiles at Halima and she blushes.
"SO CUTE" I squeal
Halima shoots me a luck and I stop.
"You said I can't keep secrets" Harris chuckles
"You can't!" I say and he rolls his eyes
"Don't show me attitude" I say
"Sorry" He apologies and sticks his bottom lip out

So. Freaking. Cute.
I'm internally squealing, this is too much for me.

"You two are so cute" Rukayah says
"You're my goals" Ayesha says
"You're everyone's goals" Slim says
"Oi where's Naz?" I ask
"I'm here" he says walking back from the food table
"I swear he came for the food" Adam laughs
"Bro it's shit food" he says with a disgusted face

I laugh, that's school food for you. One thing I ain't gonna miss.

"Oh my God" Ayesha whispers looking towards the door
I look at her confused. What's so oh my God that her jaws down there?

"Don't look" Halima tells me
"What? Why?" I ask
"Nothing, just nothing important" Ayesha fake smiles
"Okay do you think I'm dumb?" I ask

They all know I'm still gonna look.

"Is that-" Harris gets cut off
"Yeah but it's nothing shush!" Rukayah screams

I turn my head to see what they're all crying over and my heart drops.

Oh