DAYS OF SUMMER ( Either Moving On Or Giving Up )

Twenty Five

"The Chorus has captured many eyes of film industry,

But what kind of movie is The Chorus?

The director himself, William Johnson talked all.

'It's a emotional film with passion that you actually realize you won't never be abandoned by the things you love, such as music, for example.'"

-Standstill Magazine

A lot of people have been wondering what kind of movie The Chorus is. I'm one of the crews, but I still don't know about the details. There are many private shoots that I can't see.

Mostly, I'm really curious. Ren always makes a movie about normal life, everything, like a story about students, which got him an award. But this time, I completely don't know. What I know is the movie is about music.

I've seen Jake as a pianist in the set, so I can only conclude that this time, the movie is about pianist's life.

And Jake is being weird too. He said that he got an information about local band who always plays in a bar near the hotel. It's a famous bar, he said.

He also told me that he wants to go there tonight and if I'm interested in joining him. Of course I said yes. It's a local band, of course I want to see and feel the colours of their music.

I decide to wear my vintage grey dress with twirls. I also use a soft white outwear because I'm afraid it will be so cold.

I stare at my reflection in the mirror. I still couldn't believe it. A normal girl who dreads changes is actually going to a date with famous actor. No, it's definitely not a date, but a girl can dream, right?

It feels so surreal when I lay down on my bed. But there's definitely a feeling of nerves. I feel like I would actually make a fun of myself and it's a scary feeling. Thinking about it only makes me feel like I better just lie down in my bed all night.

Unfortunately, my phone beeps and it means Jake has rented a car and he is in the parking lot.

Well, too late now if I want to back down.

I keep thinking as I make my way downstairs if it's a bad decision. It's not that bad, I mean I get to see local band playing. It's one of lifetime experience in Rovaniemi.

Jake is wearing a simple grey hoodie and black jeans. He also uses his sunnies making his actor charm hidden. But he still gets the vibe of it.

"Hey," I say. "You look... normal."

"I am normal," he says. "Why do you always wear white?"

"Because white is better?"

Jake shakes his head. "It's easy to get dirt."

"Thank you for actually inviting me."

"Your welcome," he says.

When we're in the car, I look at Jake who's driving seriously. It feels weird to actually sit beside him now. Wait, don't tell him I fall into him! That's a big no no and it seems like I only have one-sided love.

"Why didn't you invite Dean?" I blurt out.

"Dean? She's not into it," he says. "After all she hates going outside her room, that's her life."

"What do you mean?"

"To be precise, Winter.. um.. I mean Dean , she likes spending her time alone."

I take a lot of time to process it. What I thought is Dean loves attention and this time Jake tells me that she likes to be left behind. And there is one thing that makes me curious. "Dean's real name is Winter?" I ask him.