DAYS OF SUMMER ( Either Moving On Or Giving Up )

Twenty Seven

"There's so many reason to love you

Die for you, lust for you.

But there are no reason for me to hate you

Cause you're the only one and will always be

The guy I keep loving in."

After I've been told like that, I swear I don't really think I should see Jake, in like the word not talking except for business with him.

But it's not really hard since Jake is with Katherine the whole day except when he's shooting. He's even there more than Ren.

I can see Ren is angry. Dean is furious. But this time, Jake doesn't even care about her.

It must be hard since Dean has known Jake like forever and she obviously likes him. And Ren? He obviously likes Katherine. The only people who's pleased is Sail. He's happy Katherine's in such a good mood.

I sigh. I couldn't believe I fall into Jake. Sure, he's cool and handsome and nice, but what am I thinking? He's a star and I'm just a depressed girl. Not to mention he's just thinking that I'm alike with the old Dean. That's why he wants to fix me the same as he fixed Dean. But he's not entirely fixing her. He left her anyway.

It's bitter, but with sweet and true Katherine, who could turn her down? And I'm not being bitter now.

I put back my camera into my bag and head back to my hotel. I need a good sleep after everything. It's when I hear Jake and Ryan talking near the back park.

Why is everyone always talking at there? It doesn't seem like a good place to talk considering that I've listened to two conversations there.

"Honestly, what are you doing with Summer? I heard that you took her to the local bar. Seriously, Jake. At the first time I let you, but this is going too far. Are you dating her?"

The question Ryan asks is making me curious.

"No," Jake replies. "Like I said, she's like Dean."

"Dean, Dean," Ryan imitates him. "Honestly, I see her like Rachel. They almost look alike. Seriously. You are the lowest person, Jake. The first time you left Rachel."

"Correction. She left me," Jake says.

"Yeah! You fucking told her that you like Katy! You're asking her to marry you and you said that you still like Katy! Of course she left you."

Jake is quiet for a moment and I find myself shaking. He's going to treat me that way?

"That Ren little sister, she's not someone you should mess with," Ryan tells him. "Don't you see that girl is weirdly depressed. I can't even believe you try to befriend her at the first place!"

What?

"You yourself even bought her a violin!" Jake argues.

"It's for her to stay away from you and us! All of us!" Ryan exclaims. "She's still oblivious."

"So, you're saying that you don't even care about her," Jake says.

"Who cares about her? Only her brother cares for her. Even her dad doesn't care about her. She's just some rich girl who gets everything."

Okay, now I'm angry. Who's them to talk about me like that? I'm not used to get everything for myself.

"Whatever," Jake says. "Let's not talk about her anymore."

I hate everyone in here. They are all so fake. Now I know why mom hated actors. I quickly pivot and head back when I see Dean.

"Summer? What are you doing here?" she asks.

At the corner of my eyes, I can see both Jake and Ryan look shocked. Ryan is calmer, though. But Jake, he looks sick. But I don't really care anymore. I'm done with everyone.

Dean smirks at me. "So, what are you doing here?"

"I'm just walking," I reply. "Sorry but I need to go."

I quickly dash up to my room and close the door. I don't know what to say anymore. Crying may help. But I'm tired. I'm tired crying of everything. I want to scream or maybe punch something. It's too clear that I'm done here.