EmoLost

CHAPTER 24

Asaoka POV
I feel dizzy. My head is spinning. It hurt. I know i have a fever. So i came out to see her. I need  medicine, she just likes my medicine. I stop at her appartment. When i close the car's door I saw him, a man. I dont know who is he. But my heart is uncomfortable just seeing him there. What is it? De javu?.
But when he saw me he blew a hi to me.
"Hallo.." di membungkuk.
"Hallo.. Apakah aku mengenalmu. Terasa seperti de javu?" pertanyaan itu keluar begitu saja.
"Tidak. Kita belum pernah bertemu seperti ini sebelumnya. Bisakah kita bicara sebentar di kafetaria dekat sini?" kata-katanya sopan. Dia ingin mengajakku minum. Tapi perasaan aneh apa ini. Ini tidak seperti aku tertarik padanya atau apa. Hanya saja....
"Asaoka san. Perkenalkan. Aku Miyazaki Kosuke." he said who?.
"Miyazaki Kosuke? I think i dont know you.
" you know me. I am her boyfriend."
"You're not. You never appear in her life. You juat made her suffered. What are you doing here? You dont have any bussiness. So please just leave her alone. Never appear infront of her face."
"Asaoka san. I am so sorry about everything. But i will never leave her alone again. I lived  beside her since then. But i couldnt see her. Because i think iam a coward, i cant imagine if she already forget me. And its all true. She forgotten. But then i have a courage. She never forget she just forget me. But she still remember. I know you know. I love her." just saw him right know made me crazy. I stand up.
"Up to you. I loved her since high school. And i had been here since then. I always by her side. So shut your mouth and never appear in front of her and me again. I already told you. If you do, i'll never forgive you." i cant stop my anger. My jealousy. My head cant take it anymore. My heart will be hurt again. Over and over. High school, she told me not. And now, i almost got her in my arm and he appeared. Its bad luck. I sit down.
He looked hurt. And i even care about it. Damn it.
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I knock the door. Its late night i know. But i dont know where to go. I just know her. She opened the door.
"Ya. Siapa di luar?" aku mendengar suaranya dari dalam.
"Ini aku. Asaoka." kupaksakan agar suaraku keluar.
Pintu terbuka dan dia melihat kearah ku. Dia terlihat mengantuk.
"Apa kau baik....?"  ucapannya tak selesai aku sudah ambruk menimpanya. Aku masih sadar.
"Asaoka...Asaoka...
"Asaoka-san. Kubantu berdiri." dan aku sudah tergolek lemah di atas kasurnya. Aku tak ingin mengingat pembicaraanku dengan pria iti tadi. Kubiarkan mataku tertutup.