EmoLost

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A nice day to begin. Its not cold, quite warm And i can see a face that i really want for a long time. That night after that confession. He told me many things. It was a love story. i felt so sleepy and i slept at his house And i didnt know that he also sleep beside me.
"What are you doing? Watchin me while sleeping?" He speak in low tone voice. I feel my cheeks burning.
"I am. If i cant then i'll stop." I tried to calm my hearbeat down. But his sleepy eyes keep staring at me.
"I am up." I take off the blanket of me. I put it on him.
"Are you always this cute?" He grab my hand. I cant face him right in his eyes.
"What is it..... I'll be back after makin something to eat. It would be better if you have a shower first." I said. And i leave him. I open the door. I can see my reflection from the mirror inside his house. My hair, my eyes, i can see a troll there. God. What's that "cute" thing he just said. I close the door and...
"Good morning Maki-chan." Its Asaoka with my dad.
"Good morning. Asaoka san. Dad..."
"Lets come inside." I can feel my father's gaze when he said that.
"Why so early? No work today huh?" I tried to pull my self. I think i know what Will happen. I am afraid if we should married.
"Maki. I want to say something with you two."
"Yes. What is it?" I gasp some air.
"Asaoka san told me that he want to cancel the marriage. I dont know. Its...up to you." He said softly. My jaws dropped. How can. It just like...I feel happy and confused at the same time.
"Maki Chan. Lets stop this. I've met him yesterday. And i think he is serious about you. And you already slept with him this morning." His voice....Its not trembling at all. But i feel his hurt tone there.
"I...Sorry. really really sorry Asaoka san. And thank you, you know me so well...." I hear my door opened.
"Maki-chan? Oh...Iam sorry for disturbing. Maki's father desuka? I am her boyfriend. Miyazaki Kosuke. Nice too meet you." He bowed 90°.
"Oh. Hello.. nice to meet you too Miyazaki san." My father answering.
"I dont know that you are already had him. And Iam sorry Asaoka san...." My father apologize to Asaoka.
"Its not like we're a destined one. Please dont apologize. Its God's will."Asaoka replaying my father.
"But i hope we still be friends." I said. I felt guilty in my heart.
"Of course..Of course.." Asaoka san smiling.
"Ok. I think i should go to work. Father too??" Asaoka san asking my father.
"Yes. I should go to work. Lets meet again Miyazaki san." My dad smile at him.
"Of course. I'll come over. As fast as i can 😉." He smile back.
And they leaved.
"What's wrong with your face.?". He ask me.
"I think i hurt him." I said softly.
"Nope. Its not you. But me. Actually i was the one. He came to save you from me. And he protect you. And then i appeared. I messed up everything. I am sorry." I cant spoke. He is my precious person. I hug him.
"No...No. Its not your fault." He squeezed my body.
"I know." He loosen his hug.
"What?" I look at him confused.
"Its because we're the destined one." Look at my eyes deeply.
"You're super cute blushing like this." He come closed and kisah my cheek. My heart beating so fast again.
"Lets eat outside." I said.
"Okay. Lets get married. Faster." He hug me again.
"Okay. But lets eat first."
"Geezz..."
I grinn. His presence is my weakness. But when he is not around i got numb. Even if Its hurt me. I will cherish my feeling toward him forever. It sounds corny. But Its my life. He was my past and my recent.

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