EmoLost

CHAPTER 25

"Maki-chan...Maki..wake up!" i heard a man voice. Its Asaoka.
"What? What time is it?" i ask him.
"Its 8. I should go somewhere. Sorry to wake you up." he repack his belonging.
"Its okay. How's your feeling?" he seems better. His yesterday's pale face has gone.
"Btw thanks alot. I feel better." he make his hair and put his jacket on.
"Its good then. Take care Asaoka san. You shouldn't sick again." i hope he always in good condition. He seems lack of sleep.
"I'll call you later."
"Okay. I'll send you down." without washing my face or arranging my hair i send him through the door.
I open the door. He come out and i follow him. I close the door. I saw Miyazaki san standing in dront of his door.
"Morning.." just hearing his voice made me getting goosebumbs. My heart beating so fast. Just remember his gentle hug i blushing so hard. My face feels so hot.
"Good morning. Maki chan s neighbour desu ka?"
"Oh. Good morning." i said.
"I'll leave then. You can go back sleep or take a bath maki chan."
I nod. I dont know what am i supposed to do when it come out like this. Asaoka walked away with smile.
"Maki chan.."
"What? Actually i...
"Just wash yourself." he said.
"Actually he is....
" lets talk later. Youre stingy."
"What???"
He closed the door. What should i do..what should i do...is he jealous?
Actually i cant stand him right now. Iam going to blush really hard. It will be an embrassing moment if i just remaining silent.
Omygod...god.
I came in and go take a bath. Really, iam in hurry. I dont wanna him getting jealous just because asaoka. I dress up and then fly to the next door. I knocked the door twice. He is not answering. I knocked the door again.
"Emm..are you sleeping?"
"......" no answer.
Suddenly i heard a sound like a glass broke in the floor. I got so panicked. I just come in and its in unlocked mode.
"Are you there? Are you okay?" i hadnt see him. Where is he.
"Miyazaki san? Are you okay? Where are you? Answer me please." my eyes blur because of the tears. I couldnt imagine what happen to him. If something bad happen....
"What is it?" i heard his voice behind me.
"You...." i wipe my eyes and see him standing there.
"Why are you crying?"
"Iam not crying. Why dont you answer me? I got panicked and come in without permission.
"You're such a crybaby. I just...."
I hug him.
"What are you doin? Maki chan?"
"I'm afraid if you disappear again." i just sobbing more.
"Iam not going anywhere."
"Okay. Lets sit down." i command him. We sit on the sofa.
"Actually yesterday morning he was sick and he came to my house. I just help him and... You saw him come out from my house. Thats it. We didnt do anything. Anything. I just nursed him cuz his sickness....and.."
"Okay. Okay. I understand. I fully ok with that."
"We dont have any bussiness. Just a friend."
"I know."
"...oh..you already knew.."
"I know he wanted you to be his wife. I know your parents agreed with that. I know. But one thing that i dont know." he stop and look into my eyes. I dont know what to do. My heart..it's beating beating like crazy. Just look how deep his eyes. And i already drowned and before i know i hold my breath.
"Maki chan..." he touch my right cheek.
"Yes...." i took a sip of oxygen.
"Do you have any feeling for him?" he asked me seriously.
"I love him. As a friend."
"Do you love him as a man?" he asked me again.
"Nope. Whats with that quetion?"
"Good. No worry then."
"Are...you...jealous?" slowly i grab his hand. And hold it.
"What? Jealous?...yes..so what?" his ears getting red and red.
Its so cute. I just smile and give him a kiss in his hand.
"Good." I said.
"Whats is that?" his eyebrow move up.
"Nothing. I should go." i walk away.
"Wait... " his hand is in my wrist.
"Heemm??" i face him.
"What about marry me?" his face gotten absolutely serious.
"Wha...wha...att..Whaat?" my head is dizzy and my heartbeat is no.no. i thought that my heart stop beating for a while. I just blink and blink.
"Maki-chan?"
"Hah?"
"Whats your answer?"
"Why so sudden?" i asked him. I just shocked. Omygod.
"Why? Dont you love me? Is it not ok with you? Truthfully, yesterday before yesterday i met with asaoka. And he told me that he like you and he will stole you from me. I...ough..." i cant stand it anymore.
"I will. I will marry you." i dont know what will happen to me. Just stays in his arms like this is okay. I feel my world with him is the things that i really want. I dont want anything else. I cried. And i feel his lips in my head.
"Thank you. I will treasure you. I dont want anything else if youre by my side. Oh god thank you. I feel blessed."
His voice will always make me drowned more and more.