Chapter 32: Preparation & Realization

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It was a good thing your parents had gone away for vacation, or else you would be locked in your room by your mother while dad would freak out. But then again, it'd be for your own safety considering that the final two months were already coming to a end. Two months...that was what scared you more than anything. Never had you been on to be curious about the mechanics of intercourse or intimacy in general. But sadly, you were a teenager and that meant female curiosity to the highest degree concerning your hormones screaming for sex.

Sex...the thought made you sick.

You have only read of the act in romance books. You preferred the literal description instead of the actual thing. Never staying in the room long enough to hear the so called 'escapades' of the other girls who had boyfriends and thus experienced it first hand. It was irritating really. Isn't that type of talk reserved for adults only? Teenagers are weird. They were weird.

In the past, you would've greatly preferred just reading of the acts committed by the characters in the book but now, that all changed due to that field trip. Of course you had no regrets of that despite all the crazy and near death experience it bought upon your quiet and solitary life, but it had also bought in tow, him.

Atem...

That man was interesting. Very interesting and that was a big first for you to be saying something of that nature about the opposite gender before. At first, you were deathly afraid of him, and honestly who wouldn't? A dark entity born from a tortured and grieving soul of a king from a long ancient bygone era in time, denouncing and damning his gods in vengeance for what they had taken from him. Yes, at times, he can be creepy, disturbing, and a bit sadistic but strangely that didn't bother you in the slightest.

Aside from him blood lust and occasional bouts of possessiveness whenever someone came near you, he can be really sweet. Showing the humanity side that had been sealed away for a millennia and yet also vicious.

It was strange how it dawned on you now just how...attractive he is. Of course the star hair was your favorite, often had you wondered if that was how he had it when born. The thought of a little boy with tri colored hair spiked made you laugh. Adorable.

And the names. Of course, you would often call him 'adorable' just for the sake of seeing the offended scowl on his face. What is it with guys and that anyway? No way that you were doubting his masculinity, not by a long shot. It was just amusing seeing him flustered in irritation rather the other way around for a change.

Shaking your head, you sigh gathering your things and leaving the emptying class room heading for your locker not surprised at seeing the spiked haired male in thought leaning against the metal mini collection of doors. It also occurred to you just how much you liked him in normal clothing. Good thing today was public dress week then.

The black suited him perfectly. Even if it was a combination of your dark admiration of Gothic wear and leather. Crap. Don't picture him in that.

...

Damn it.

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