Sweet Like Chocolate (Lauren Jauregui Interracial Imagines)

Booed

Getting booed on stage is one thing. But getting booed while trying to show your love is just wrong.

I've been dating Lauren for 3 years now. And even though I know that the harmonizers don't like me I still thought it was good idea to propose to Lauren on stage.

But it was a huge mistake. I feel so embarrassed, humiliated, degraded, Shamefaced. And offended.

I knew this was going to happen, and yet I still did it.

I locked myself in the bathroom after running off stage. I didn't even wait to hear Lauren answer.

I'm too embarrassed to even get on the jet with the girls. I let tears fall down my face not trying to wipe them away.

I embarrassed Lauren as well, she's going to break up with me for this. I should've kept my mouth shut.

"Y/n open the door I know you're in here" I heard Lauren voice. I stayed quiet. I didn't want to see her face.

I covered my mouth with my hand letting out muffled sobs. "Baby please just open the door...I just want talk"

I still didn't say anything or moved.

"If you think I'm mad at you I'm not"

"Baby please" I stood up and open the door letting her in. She closed the door and locked it then pulled me into a hug.

I sobbed into her chest. I didn't want to seem weak but I couldn't hold it in. I never cried in front of Lauren like this.

Here's another reason to be embarrassed.

Her arms tightened around me "stop crying baby"

"I want to go home"

"We're going to go back to hotel right n-"

"No! I want to go back home to Miami! I don't want to be here any more" I pulled away. She frowns "ok stay close to me I need to get security"

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Lauren persuade me to stay for the night. I'm leaving tomorrow morning. She tried to talk to me but the only thing I did was ignore her. I couldn't even look at her in the face and say that I'm ok. Of course I wasn't but I didn't want her to worry.

"Y/n babe can you stop for just a second and listen to me" Lauren asked as folded my clothes putting them into my suitcase. "Not now"

"When will we able to talk?" I shrug closing my suitcase and grabbing the other one. "Y/n"

"Lauren please...we'll talk tomorrow" my voice cracked. My eyes started to burn some.

She sighs sitting on the bed. "I shouldn't had never said yes to be your girlfriend" I frown.

"I shouldn't have never brought you on tour" a tear fell from my eye.

"I shouldn't had never told the world that I was dating you" I turned to her. "WHAT THE HELL LAUREN WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?!"

"Because if we wasn't together this wouldn't had never happened. You wouldn't be crying yourself to sleep at night-"

"I don't cry myself to sleep"

"Yes you DO!. I hear you sniffs at night. But I never say anything because I was hoping that sooner or later you would come to me and talk about it but you never did" tear started falling down her face.

"You shut me out y/n. And I know that you need me right now but you're pushing me away" I turned away from her.

I quickly finished packing up "y/n please"

I was never good at talking about my feelings so what do she expect me to say. She knows that I upset, she knows that I'm embarrassed.

"I'm going to bed"

"Y/n"

I laid in the bed and threw the covers over me. "Goodnight Lauren"

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A man grabs my suitcases and putting them on the jet. I turned to Lauren who was looking down at her feet. I pulled her into a hug "I love you"

"If you loved me you'll stay"

"I just need time to myself"

"We can just talk about it"

"Later"

"Why not now?"

"I don't have enough time" she huffs wrapping her arms around my waist. Placing her chin on my shoulder. "I love you too"

"I have to go I'll call you when I get there" she pulls away nodding.
"Bye"

She leans in to kiss me, I turn my face so her lips lands on my cheek. She frowns "bye"

I walk on the plane and sitting down. I looked out the window to see Lauren still staring at me. She was about to cry.

I text my mom telling her to meet me at the airport.

I then went on twitter scrolling through it. Of course there were a lot of shit about what happened last night.

Tweets from Lauren she tweeted last night.

I got off the and got comfortable in seat.

I probably should've talked to her last night........

Sorry for the mistakes

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