You used to tell me that you loved me once, what happened? What happened? Where is all of this coming from? What happened? What happened?
"I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU CAN'T TELL ME THE TRUTH IM YOUR GIRLFRIEND FOR CHRIST SAKE!" I yelled at Lauren who groaned in her hands. "Y/N IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO ARGUE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW!"
"AND YOU THINK I WANT TO ARGUE WITH YOU?!"
"THEN SHUT UP!"
"JUST TELL ME WHO SHE IS THATS ALL IM ASKING FOR!" She turns to me. She an annoyed yet angry expression on her face. "I TOLD YOU! SHE'S JUST A FRIEND!"
"BULLSHIT I SAW THE WAY YOU TWO LOOKED AT EACH-OTHER! TELL ME THE TRUTH" she threw her hands in the air. "You know what I'm done with this conversation I'm out!" She starts to walk to the door. "No no no, don't go Lauren!" I grabbed a hold of her arm trying to pull her way from the door. I quickly ran in front of her. "Let's not do this again please"
"Then stop pressuring me about her Y/n we're just friends" I let out a shaky breath. "I know, I know, it's just I'm scared that you're going to leave me-"
She cups my lips "I'm not ever going to do that I love you" my body relaxes at those 3 words
I love you.
I believe her I know she do but sometimes it feel as though she's just saying it and not meaning it.
"I love you too" She pecks my lips before pulling me into a hug.
You say I'm crazy and there's nothing wrong, you're lying and you know I know. Baby what have we become? What happened?
We used to never go to bed angry, but it's all we ever do lately and you're turning away like you hate me
Do you hate me? Do you hate me?
"I feel like we're drifting apart from each other" Normani rubbed my back "you guys are just fine. She's just a bit stressed about tour that's all" I sighed. "That's the point Normani. Out of everyone she told I'm supposed to be the first one! I'm just finding out about this tour! She leaves tomorrow and expects me to pack up and go with her! It's like she doesn't care about what I have to do! She doesn't think about my plans for the next 3 months!" I yelled running my fingers through my hair. I threw some more clothes in the suitcases.
"She cares y/n. I promise"
"Do she really? Because I haven't noticed it in awhile. She doesn't act like she cares. I swear it's always about her! It's never about us! I don't even want to go on this tour!"
"If that's really how you feel then don't come" I looked over at the door. I let out a sigh. "Lauren I didn't mean that-"
"Oh no, you meant every word you said! If I didn't care do you think I be going out my way to bring on this fucking tour! Do you know what I have to go through to actually get my fucking manger to let you come!"
I stood up. "Lauren I'm sorry really! I want to-" she walks out the room. I quickly ran out the room grabbing her arm. "I want to go! I just wish you would've told me earlier!"
"I told you literally 2 weeks ago!" I shook my head not remembering her mentioning anything about tour 2 weeks ago. "No you didn't"
"So you're calling me a liar!"
"NO! I'm not say that-" I let out a breath. "I'm going to pack! I'm sorry, it must've slipped my mind" I turn around squeezing my eyes shut. Before entering my room. Normani sat there awkwardly on the bed. She opens her mouth to speak I shook my head.
"You're right she's just stressed"
She's stressed.
You can take this heart, heal it or break it all apart, no this isn't fair
Love me or leave me here
Love me or leave me here
Love me or leave me here
"Who you're texting?" I asked sitting down next to my girlfriend. She had a smirk on her face, but it fell once she looked up at me. "Oh um, Ty" I frowned "oh" she glance at me and let out a sigh. "Do you have a problem with that?"
"No it's just you guys are getting really close lately. I know you're dating him for this publicly stunt thing, but we haven't exactly been hanging with each other-"
"We're with each other everyday"
"I know but-"
"You don't see me complaining about how close you and Normani are" I frowned. "She's straight-" I cut myself off licking my lips. "I don't want to start an argument."
"Then walk away!" I felt my eyes burn.
I hated how fast her mood changed when I come around her.
It's like she doesn't even love me anymore.
Do you remember when loved me once? What happened? What happened? And you hold me here just because what happened?
We used to never go bed angry but it's all we ever do lately. You turning away like you hate me.
Do you hate me? Do you hate me?
"Y/n don't leave you know Lauren not going to like that!" Normani yells behind me as I ran into the hotel room and grabbing my bag.
"She cheated on me Mani do you really think I'm going to stay here for her!"
I wiped the tears off my face. "If you're not going to stay here for her stay for me! I need you. The group is going through a lot right now and I need someone by my side"
"Did you know?" I asked "what?"
"Did you She was cheating on me?" She shook her "of course not, you know if you would have known I would have told you already" I covered my mouth with my hand.
The door opens revealing Lauren. She was out of breath because she was running after me.
"Y/n-"
"Do you hate me!" I asked her. She walks over to me. "Of course not"
"Then why do you treat me like shit?!"
"I'm sorry baby I'm so sorry! What you saw was nothing! He means nothing-" I slapped her cutting her off. And pushed her away from me. "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!" I cried the girls ran in.
"Y/n calm down!" Normani says. "DON'T TELL ME CALM DOWN! I HAD ENOUGH WITH LAUREN'S SHIT!" I yelled.
"Y/n I'm sorry please forgive me!"
"OH MY GOD I HATE YOU SO MUCH" I threw my suit case at her. Which she dodge, which made me angrier.
I charged at her Normani and Dinah pulled me back holding on to me tightly as I fell to my knees letting out even more sobs. "Y/N CALM DOWN!"
You can take this heart. Heal it or break it all apart. No, this isn't fair
Love me or Leave me here
Love me or leave me here
Love me or leave me here
Love me baby please cause I could still be the only one you need
The only one close enough to feel you breathe
Yeah I could still be the place you run
Instead of the one that you're running from
"I'm sorry about last night" I say walking into the empty bus. Lauren was sitting on the couch. She places her book down. "Shouldn't you be on the plane?"
"I'm about to leave now" she nods "you done need to apologize. I should be the one to apologize"
"No I was the one who overreacted I shouldn't have never tried to attack you"
"I shouldn't have never treated you the way I did. You gots to know that I love you. And what I did before I promise to not do again"
"And I hope you don't do it to any other girl you date after me" she frowns "will you ever take me back?"
"Only if you change" she opens her mouth to speak "but only for yourself not for me" I kissed her bruised cheek. Before walking out the bus.
"I will change for the both of us!"
You can take this heart. Heal it or break it all apart. No, this isn't fair
Love me or Leave me here
Love me or leave me here
Love me or leave me here
