"So y/n how are you doing today?" The older brunette ask sitting down in the brown leather chair crossing her legs. She was wearing the black pencil dress that I liked.
How sweet. She's looks really really really beautiful in it. I wonder if it's ok to to compliment your therapist. I don't want to come off as creepy.
"I'm doing good, you look very...nice today" I say she smiles at me. She's also wearing my favorite color lipstick. Red.
She does know my favorite color, maybe she know I have a crush on her.
I hope she don't, she can't know just yet.
"Thank you...I needed that"
"You're welcome"
"So y/n tell me what's been going on? Your mom called said that needed to meet up, is everything alright?" She asks. She looked concerned as if she actually cares about me.
"I don't know why she called."
"Ok well tell me what you been up too these past two weeks. Maybe we can both figure out" she rolls her chair closer to mines.
I could smell her perfume. She smells lovely as usual. I just wish that smell could stay on my sheets.
"What's the name of your perfume?" I asked. "I'll tell you that when you tell me what you been up too. Remember you don't have to be shy, we're friends ok?"
Friends?
That's really close to girlfriends.
"Ok....The week before last I went to school as usual, well only for 4 days sometimes on Fridays I skip to go hang out with my friends" she raises an eyebrow "why do you skip"
"I just said to hang out with my friends" she chuckles "no I mean why do you skip, do you not hang with your friends in school?"
I nodded. "Yeah, but we're teenagers sometimes we like to just get lost you know" she nods. "Ok, continue"
"Well I went to school, there was a party that weekend so I went there and got super drunk, and then I went to church Sunday but I left early because I was too hungover and it was too loud"
"Do you think that's why your mom called? Because of the partying? And the skipping?" I shook my head. "She doesn't care about that"
"And why do you think that?"
I shrugged. "She just doesn't. She never home and plus she doesn't know about the skipping or the partying." She frowns at me. "Ok well what did you do last week?"
"I went to school. And I partied again. Um yesterday my mom found" I paused. Miss Jauregui furrowed my eyebrows.
"What is it?"
I chuckled "she found the xanz in my bookbag. She must have been snooping again" she nods her head and chuckled along with me.
"You're not abusing them pills are you y/n"
"I'm not a junky miss Jauregui"
"I told you can call me Lauren. You're making me feel old" I smiled at she smiled showing her straight white teeth.
Oh how I wanted to kiss those lips.
"Has it ever came to mind that your mom do knows about this stuff and is worried about you?"
"She doesn't care"
"If She doesn't care then why did she call me this week? And a set up an appointment?" I shrugged.
She didn't. I did.
2 weeks away from you is too long. I need to smell you, and talk to you. And make sure you're ok.
"She's never around Miss J- Lauren. She works 6 days a week. And the day that she's off she spends it sleeping."
"What about your father?"
"I don't want to talk about him" I quickly say.
I might accidentally say something I'm not supposed to. "Are you sure?"
"Yes"
"Ok"
"Are you going to give me the name of your perfume. I can tell that it's new"
She furrows her eyebrows "the perfume you wear is really strong. It smells really good" I quickly say. "Oh" she chuckles. "Right"
"It's called moonlight rise. And it's just went on sale at Macy's"
Macy's I have to remember that.
"Ok I have to get some"
She smiles "ok Y/n this is what I want you to do. Talk to your mom, and try to get on better terms on us...if I'm not mistaken your dad isn't in your life, and your mom is the only on who is. I think that you guys needs to be close. Stay by each other sides ok?" I nodded.
"Ok I'll try"
"Great" she stands up turning away from me. My eyes instantly lands on her ass. It looked quite great in that skirt.
I want to my hands up it.
"Would you like a Hershey kiss?" She asked holding up a jar.
"Why do you have chocolate? You don't like chocolate"
"I don't but mostly everyone do" she hands me 3 of them. "Thank you"
"No problem...it was nice talking to you y/n, I'll see you next month yeah?"
I'll just call again in 2 weeks. "Yeah"
"Lauren can I?" I asked grabbing my camera out my bag. She playfully roll her eyes "Really y/n? Are you going to do this each appointment?" I nodded. "It's for a project"
I held the camera up. She poses and smiles. "Beautiful" I say snapping the pictures. "Alright y/n I'll talk to you next time"
"Ok" I say as I walked out the room not before giving her another glance.
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I grabbed the perfume out the bag and took it out the box. I inhaled the scent. It smelt just like her. I walked over to my bed and sprayed perfume all over my sheets and covers.
I sprayed it in my closet and even on the hoodie that I took from her office 2 months ago. I grabbed the picture out my bag and put into a new frame I bought today and set it beside me bed on the dresser next to me alarm clock and my other 5 pictures of her. I then placed the perfume next to the other 10 perfumes that she wore this past year.
I wonder what will be I'm Excuse next time....
