Hate Is A Form Of Affection (UNEDITED)

Chapter 38

MATTS POV

I'm with Chelsea Right Now, and She's Eating Like There's no tomorrow.

She looks up at me and wipes her Mouth with a napkin.

"What?" She asks me.

"I've never seen a girl eat like that." I say. She laughs at that, and For the first time In a bit I laugh too.

"Are you nervous?" She asks me.

"About what?"

"Starting your New Job?"

"A little, but I know I'll Be fine." I tap my fingers on the table because I was getting fidgety, and she Looks at them, and grabs my hand. I look up at her, and she Looks into my eyes and Smiles at me.

"Relax." She says. I slip My Hand Away, and She Blushes and Looks down. "Well I'm done Eating." She says. We get up, and throw our food away In the Trash, and Get Out of the Fast food Joint. As we're Walking Chelsea Let's out this Grunt and I look at her.

"Hey, are you Okay? Is something wrong with the Baby?" She Takes a deep breath, but stands up straight and Nods.

"Yeah, I'm fine, it Just Hurts A Little." She Holds her stomach, and I Grab Her hand.

"Look, it's okay, your going to be Okay, I promise." I tell her. She Looks Up at me, and Sends me a Hug.

"Thank you Matt. You being here, and saying that.. it made me feel better." She smiles at me, and I smile back. Then she suddenly catches me by surprise and Kisses Me On the Lips. The kiss lingers for a second but then I Pull away realizing what Was Happening.

"Stop!" I tell her.

"Matt-"

"Don't Matt me! Why would you Kiss me? You know that I just went through a Break up, if you knew how I felt why would you do that!"

"Because I wanted too! Okay I wanted to Kiss you, don't you feel something between us, because I do. I feel a connection, you can't deny the fact that you don't feel something too!"

"I don't! I love Riley! Okay, I love her."

"Well not enough, or else you wouldn't Have left my lips Stay On Yours."

"I didn't I Pulled away."

"But you let the kiss linger for a second."

"You caught me by surprise!" I Yell. She stays quiet.

"I love you Matt. I always have, and I always will. That will never change... your the father of My Child." I look at her and just start laughing.

"When are you going to get it through your head. I. Don't. Love. You." I say In This Dark Tone. My heart belongs to Riley. I'm getting her back, and there's nothing your going to do to stop me."

"She's nothing Matt! What is it that you see in her! Now that your free from her we can be together again Just Like we used too. Just give it another chance."

"No. Your insane."

"Matt-"

"Just get in the car. I'm taking you Home." I say. She stays silent and Looks down at the ground as she walks to the car. She opens the door and steps in, and I get in on my Side, and Just start driving. The whole car ride was silent, and I was Dreading this. All I can think about is Riley, and now Chelsea fucking kissed me, and it made everything worse. I pull up at her house, and she takes her seatbelt off, and opens the car door.

"Goodnight." she says. She slams the door, and I watch her checking to see if she made it In Her House Okay. Once she enters the house, I Hit the steering wheel of the car, and Just Lay my head back on the car seat. Now I feel 100 times more guilty then I Did before. The girl who Hurt My Favorite person in the world just Kissed me...