Hate Is A Form Of Affection (UNEDITED)

Chapter 60

"We have arrived." Nathan says turning the car off. I look at the place to see people lining up at the entrance.

"I'm nervous." I Say glancing at him. I take a deep breath, and open the door stepping out. He gets out and we walk side by side. As we're walking I notice a few older men walk over to me but Nathan wraps his arm around my waist holding me tightly against him. I smile up at him, and he kisses my cheek surprising me but it's probably just to make these men think we're dating. They walk away, as we make our way to the entrance.

"Thanks. Smart move." I whisper in his ear.

"No problem." We wait in line and my eyes land on a bouncer who seems hardcore and scary, I don't think we're going to be able to pull this off.

"I hope these fake Id's are enough to get us in." I whisper in his ear. He sends me a small smile.

"It should be." We walk up to the bouncer. He looks us up,and down then asks for Id's. We show him our cards, and nervously wait. He looks at us.

"Have a good time." He says letting us through. I send him a smile, and thank him. Wow can't believe that worked. We walk inside the club to see it packed with older women,and men. The music is loud and booming. Everyone was dancing, and making out. Some even drinking or playing poker and gambling. This felt wrong. I know it's not who I am.

I feel someone grab my hand, and I instantly panic but relax once I see it was Nathan. I sigh in relief, and he dragged me through the crowd. I felt like I was playing follow the leader. We stop when we stand in front of the bar.

"Do you drink?" He Asks me. I shake my head. I have never thought about having a drink in my life, but maybe one wouldn't hurt.

"No, but I wanna try.. at least once." He sighs, and rubs his eyes.

"Riley, I don't think you should-"

"Nathan, I want this." I sit down, and order a sex on the beach. Nathan sits down next to me and just asks for a beer.

"You're going to regret this." He says staring deeply into my eyes but he's honestly being such a hypocrite.

"Yeah you say that but here you are standing here in this club with me.."

"Your right.. I'm supporting this although I shouldn't be.. but I know you want this, and I just want to please you." He says making me smile. The bartender passes me my sex on the beach, and I take a sip the alcohol burning my throat but it tastes great. I drink more, as Nathan drinks his beer. Nathan and I stay seated for about 44 minutes of talking. I'm starting to feel weak, and tired and dizzy and I know I'm drunk.

I laugh uncontrollably holding my stomach, as I hit the counter. "I'm gonna pee myself! Nathan you is a crazy crazy naughty boy" I Say giggling drinking more beer. He chuckles hiccuping, and I know he's drunk too.

"Let's dance baby." He slurs standing up grabbing my hand, but I let go and rest my hands on the side of my waist.

"No! Persuade me!" I shout over the loud booming music. The lights flash making me feel weird, and I feel really hot. He laughs, and he comes to my ear.

"If you dance with me... I'll buy you a chocolate cake"

"Yum yum" I giggle taking his hand and dragging him to the dance floor. "Whooo!" I scream dancing with Nathan. He grabs my waist, and I shake my hips slowly my hair going all over the place. He pulls me into him, and I turn around my ass on his crotch as I shake my hips side to side as my hand runs through his hair as I slowly go down. I move back turning around, and wrapping my arms around his neck as his hands lay on my back slowly reaching down to my ass. I grab his hand and giggle.

"No, no.. not tonight buddy." I say patting his shoulder stumbling my way through the crowd.

"Hey where you going?!" He shouts following me.

"I wanna go home now, my feet hurt, and I smell like alcohol and I wanna take a nice warm bath with my duckies." I Say taking off my heels, and walking barefoot to his car.

"Okay, okayy." He slurs taking out his car keys. He opens the door, and we get inside locking the door.

"Now hit the gas." I Say putting the window down. He drives swerving to the side a little making me laugh.

"Nathan Nathan Nathan... your gonna get us killed..." I slur my eyes shutting down. I'm feeling tired, but at the same I'm full of energy and adrenaline.

"Ssh.. I'm focusing babe." he says pressing his finger against my lips making me smack his hand away. We soon arrive home, and walk to the house almost falling I don't even know how we made it here alive.

"Thanks, bye." I Say heading inside hut Nathan grabs my wrist.

"Aren't you going to let me in?"

"Nah... I gotta lot of crap to do like shower, and take a shit or something." He laughs, and I smile looking him up and down. "Unless, you wanna stay." He Nods biting his lip. I open the door, and drag him inside. He closes the door and we make our way upstairs. I open my bedroom door, and jump into my bed. Nathan takes off his shoes, and I stand up and begin jumping up and down on the bed.

"Yay!! This is fun! Nathan join me!" I scream laughing. He gets up, and we hold hands as we jump up and down on the bed. "Woo!" I fall back on the bed lying on my back, and Nathan falls on top of me making us laugh.

"We're idiots." I Say looking up at him. He stares down at me, his finger reaching down and moving a strand of hair away from my face making me smile at his soft gentle touch.

"Riley.. I want to kiss you." He softly says to me as his eyes stare at my lips.

"Do it." I Say. He slowly leans in, and I know that what's going to happen is going to change everything. He presses his lips against mine making me instantly go weak. I kiss him back, our lips perfectly moving together. This feel so wrong, by it feels so right. I cup his cheek the kiss becoming more aggressive, and he smiled against my lips. I pull away, and sit up. I grab his cheek, and pull him into me once again as my hand clutches the collar of his shirt bringing him closer into me. He pulls away and kisses my neck making me breathe heavily. I unbutton his shirt quickly taking it off, and I move my neck away from him for I lean and kiss him again. I kiss his lips, then slowly move down to his chin, then to his neck slowly moving up and gently bite his ear lobe. He groans, and I begin kissing his chest. I feel him unzip my dress, and I know what's going to happen next, and I want it too.