Hate Is A Form Of Affection (UNEDITED)

Chapter 61

I wake up with a throbbing headache, and nausea. I groan, and yawn rubbing my eyes. I groan in pain for my inner thighs are sore, and I'm not sure why. I stretch my arm out to the side to feel soft skin. My eyes grow wide, and I slowly turn my head to the side to see Nathan asleep on my bed shirtless. My mouth opens in shock, and I look down at myself and pick up the sheets only to find myself completely naked. I instantly get up from the bed gripping the sheets making me fall to the floor. I scream, and fall on the floor, and I hear the bed squeak.

"What the fuck." Nathan shouts. I sit up, and Nathan looks around the room. His eyes land on me, and he looks down at himself to see himself naked. Oh God I just saw his friend.. his big friend. "Oh shit.." he says covering himself. He gets up grabbing his boxers, and slips them on.

"Wait." I Say getting up gripping the sheets close to my body. "Nathan." I Say walking over to him trying not to slip.

"What the hell happened last night?" He Asks turning around to look at me.

"I- I don't remember. I only remember small things but.. we slept together, I'm guessing by the look of things."I Say staring at him. How could I be so irresponsible? What if we did something really bad? Well other then sleeping together.. what if he didn't use protection?!

"We were both really drunk last night.. I knew it wasn't a smart idea to drink."He says sitting down on the bed. I sit down next to him not even caring about the fact that we're naked right now.

"It's my fault, I'm the one who wanted to drink, and I'm the one who encouraged you to do it with me. Blame me."

"No, it's my fault... I'm sorry." He says sighing. I look up at him, and he looks down at me.

"What else do you think we did last night?"

"Who knows. Probably some drunk driving." I laugh, and stand up facing him.

"So what do we do? Do we just pretend like nothing ever happened, or?.." I shyly ask. I can't believe I slept with Nathan, and the sad thing is I don't even remember it. But I'm sure it was amazing. I wish I could remember or at least did it sober.

"Depends.. do you want to forget?" He asks standing up walking towards me. I watch as he slowly makes his way towards me, and my heart beat quickens. The way he makes me feel is crazy. I never knew he could make me feel this way.

"I can't even remember it but.. no. I don't want to pretend." I say. Something runs over me and I press my lips against his. He kisses me back making me smile against the kiss, and his hand rests on my waist bringing me closer into him. I run my hand through his hair making him groan, and I pull away needing to breathe.

"Wow." He mutters resting his forehead against mine.

"Yeah.. wow." We look up at each other, and he leans in again to kiss me, but there is a knock on the door making us jump startled. "Yes?" I ask.

"Breakfast." I hear mom say and then footsteps walk off. I sigh, and pass Nathan his clothes.

"You should go." I Say. He nods smiling. He slips his shirt on, and his pants along with shoes. He kisses me once again bringing a smile to my face. "Um.. can you jump out of the window?"

"Are you trying to make me break my neck?" I laugh, and walk over to the window opening it. I look down, and up to see a tree.

"You can go on the tree, then jump down. It's not that high up. My mom can't see you." He walks over to me pressing his lips against mine once again, and it feels amazing. I don't know what's going on or what we are but I want to be something and it took me this long to realize. Just one kiss was all it took to know.