Hate Is A Form Of Affection (UNEDITED)

Chapter 59

MATT's POV

"Oh what about this?" Chelsea asks as we walk around Babies R us. I walk over to where she is and take a look at the crib. We still don't know what the gender of the baby is but at her next appointment we're going to find out. I'm excited yet nervous at the same time.

"I like it. But don't you think it's too small? Shouldn't it be bigger so she or he doesn't feel so spaced in and they have more space to move around in?" I ask tracing my hand over the material.

"Yeah that's true. I wasn't really thinking of that. Okay then we will keep searching." It's been 4 Days since the breakup and I'm still recovering and healing but I must admit it's hard, and I'm still deeply in love with her. I'm upset with Chelsea because she was the reason why we ended but at the same time I can't blame her because I'm too blame as well. I'm just trying to find out how I feel right now. About her, about us. I can't lie, Chelsea has changed ever since she found out she was pregnant but it was a good change. I've seen a side of her that I didn't before. She can be a bitch but she also has a nice soft side you just have to work to get to that side. And she's beautiful.

I walk around the store looking at some toys, and clothes. I look at the cribs, and Chelsea walks over with a big teddy bear.

"It's so cute! Can we get it?" She asks squealing making me laugh for the first time in a while.

"Depends. Is it for the baby? Or for you?" I ask crossing my arms over my chest.

"Both?" She Asks. I smile, and nod. She hugs me, and walks back to the toys. I grab some pacifiers, and diapers. I know we have months till she gives birth but we want to be prepared early.

"Look at these pacifiers." I say. She grabs them and nods.

"Let's take it.. ow." She says groaning. I grab her hand worried, and hold her.

"What!" I ask.

"My feet are sore. We have been walking around for the longest." She moans. I smile, and chuckle.

"Alright let's go home then. Let's hurry before the line gets long." We hurry to the line and pay for our stuff then when we're done we start heading home.

"I'm starving." Chelsea says rubbing her belly back and forth.

"Do you want to go out to eat?" I ask her.

"Sure. Can we go to McDonald's. I want French fries, and chicken nuggets."

"Feeding our unborn baby a whole kids meal already." I say shaking my head.

"Let's make her happy why don't we?" She Asks.

"What? You think it's a girl?" I ask.

"Yeah I honestly do but boy girl whatever it is doesn't matter I just want my baby alive and healthy." She says. I nod agreeing. I can't wait till our baby comes into the world. We arrive at McDonald's and we get out of the car. Chelsea sighs walking slowly. I open the door for her and we step inside to see it's packed.

"Great." I sarcastically say. "We're going to be here all day."

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RILEY's POV

"Stop!" I shout throwing a pillow at Nathan.

"Your just mad I won." He shouts as he throws a pillow to me. I scream laughing and crouch down to the ground. Nathan and I were playing monopoly and he won.

"Next time I throw something it's going to be a knife and not a pillow so beware." I point sitting down on the couch. He sits down next to me, and I sigh.

"I'm bored can't we go out and do something?" I ask facing him.

"Where do you want to go?" He Asks me. I shrug.