Hate Is A Form Of Affection (UNEDITED)

Chapter 63

Riley's POV

I open the door revealing Nathan who's holding a bunch of food, and is struggling to hold it all at once. I laugh, and open the door all the way.

"Should I question it?" I ask letting him inside as he set all the food down on the counter.

"I thought- thought we- we could-"

"Dude are you good?" I ask laughing making my way towards him looking down at all the food.

"I need to catch my breath." He says jumping on the couch closing his eyes sighing. I love how he makes himself feel at home, he's so perfect in every way.

"This is a lot of food are you crazy? How much did all this cost?" I ask looking at the two boxes of dominos pepperoni and chicken pizza, mike chicken wings, breadsticks, and two cups of large sodas. "are we having a mukbang because I've always wanted to try that."

"Yes we are actually. Thought it would be fun, and I'm hungry as hell."

"Same here but it technically isn't one if we're not talking to an audience." He shrugs.

"We'll talk to each-other that's enough for me." I smile, and jump on the couch on top of him making him groan and laugh.

"I think you broke my dick." He says and I giggle.

"What dick? Its non existent." I say back making him sigh. He gets up making me fall off and onto the floor and he gets on top of me making me flush red. Wow he's so hot.

"You must be blind then because I've been told I have a very big d-"

The door opens my mom showing up. She looks at Nathan and I on the floor and just turns around and walks out the house closing the door. I laugh, and push Nathan off making my way to the kitchen once again. Nathan follows, and I take a sip of my my soda.

"What is it with your mom always catching us in the act?" Nathan asks opening the pizza box taking out a slice.

"I don't know." I say shrugging sitting on the chair of the island in the kitchen as Nathan takes a seat next to me.

"So I've been meaning to ask you something." Nathan says seriously making me tense up.

"What about?" I ask trying to hide how nervous I am.

"Us."

"Oh."

"Yeah."

"Okay."

"Alright."

"What?"

"I don't know."

"Just tell me." I say growing impatient.

"Riley you know how I feel about you.."

"Nathan I-"

"Just wait, just let me say something please." I nod, and face him wondering what it is he's going to say next.

"I know you know I like you but there's so much I have to say about my feelings for you. I knew from the moment we first met that we were meant to be something.. it's like you're a magnet and I keep attaching myself to you. Everything about you is perfect, and I don't care what people think because I don't care about other people's opinions I care about my own. And you know what I think? I think your an amazing girl. I haven't been this happy for a long time, and then you stepped into the picture and everything changed. Your a special girl. Your my special girl." He whispered stepping in closer to me intimidating me.

"Nathan your so sweet." He smiles down at me, and leaned in to kiss me but I moved back. "What's wrong?"

"Nathan I just got out of a relationship." Nathan sighs, and turned around. I rested my hand on his shoulder. "Just please." I begged turning him around. He turned around anger in his eyes and it scared me because he's never given me that look before.