Hate Is A Form Of Affection (UNEDITED)

Chapter 42

I get Ready For School, and I wait Outside, waiting for Matt To Pick Me up. I hear a loud Honk and Kiss my mom goodbye, as I run to the car. I hop in, and instantly Kiss him.

"Your Happy today." Matt says laughing at me.

"I'm always happy when I'm with you." I say. He smiles and Starts driving to school.

"So, You Ready for Work today?" I ask Him.

"Yeah, I'm sure I'll be fine, I mean how bad it could be?" He says Shrugging it off, but I can tell he's nervous.

"I'm a little scared." I say.

"About what?" Matt asks.

"Going back... the last time I was there, People Were Talking about me behind my back, and Well You Know the rest." I Don't Want it to Happen Again. I'm finally happy, and I Can't have anything ruin That. I don't want to hurt Again.

"I bet they forgot all about it by now." Matt says. I nod and Smile trying to get rid of the dark thoughts.

We Arrive at school, and get out, and start heading to class.

"So, I Heard coach Is Back. I'm going Back to football Practice."

"What?! That's great."

"Yeah, I'm Out Of Shape. I need to start working out." But he is perfectly built, he has such a good Body, any Guy would Kill to Look like Him.

"You look perfect to me, and Hot." I say Laughing.

As we're speaking, I start to remember something.

"Chelsea comes Back tomorrow. Her suspension Will Be Over." I say.

"Oh." Is all he Says and Starts Looking around Nervously. What's up with that?

"Why are you Acting all Nervous?"

"Nothing, Just football Practice, coach can be pretty Scary, don't want to get on His Bad side." I smile, and Send Him a quick Peck On the Lips.

"Well, you have nothing to worry about, because your going to be great, I know you Will."

He sighs, and I wrap My Arm around Him, as we walk to My Locker. When I show up, Matt tells me that he's going to Go Talk to His friends. I tell him it's okay, and he walks away, and I Grab My Books.

I hear a throat Clear next to me, and I See that It's Nathan. I smile at him, and close my locker.

"Hey." I say.

"I've been thinking about you." He tells me, I look at him and stay silent having a bad feeling about what is Happening.

"Not Like that, I Mean I've been thinking about How You've been, you know with the Whole Break Up Thing." He says it fast, a little too Fast. I sigh in relief, and Laugh.

"Um actually, about that, I have to say something."

"Okay?"

"We got back together." Nathan's smile Falls off his Face, and He Just Stares at me with this Hurt look in his eyes.

"When? How?"

"A few days ago.. my Mom realized that It was time to Move On from all of the drama, and She comprehended that Matt and I Were heartbroken, and Miserable without each other, and she decided to give Us A Chance. I'm so glad she did, because now I Have him Back In My Life, and I've never been Happier." I say looking in the distance At Matt as he talks to His Friends.

He Says Nothing, and I Grab His Hand, He Looks Down At my hand, and Back up at me.

"Can I Be Honest with you For A Moment, I Need to Get This Off My chest."