First of all. I don't even know why I'm typing this shit. And second I don't even know why I'm still writing this author's update.
I know that my stories have been on hiatus for the past couple of months and it actually hurts me that I wasn't able to keep my promises to you guys. I don't even know if there are still people out there who are reading this piece of shit.
The reason why I wasn't able to update my stories are because I don't have the passion anymore with the past few months. I was mess I can say. I don't know where to start. My life went downhill. Last aug, my girlfriend and I broke up. I felt shit and couldn't even bring myself to even hold a fucking pen. No words could come out of my mouth and even using my hands, I can't. The words are empty. They were not as colorful as before for me. I even stopped doing music. I lost my job because I was so depressed. Even my parents and family couldn't do anything about it. I just kept everything to myself and I couldn't let anybody in my space again.
It's like, I created another me within me. I couldn't find myself these past few months. It was so fucking hard to forget the very first person who made me feel loved and wanted. I just couldn't accept the fact that love would actually make me feel that hurt. I shut people out. I never let them in since then.
But then, one day I finally realized that I should move on and accept the fact that everything happens for a reason. I was able to fully recover my old self. And that's because of YOU guys.
I don't know why but I opened my email account and read all of your comments and messages. I even teared up a little because of the messages I got. You might not even understand but those messages actually saved me from doing any harm with myself that time.
So I want to thank everyone who keep on supporting me and my stories. I totally appreciate everything! I love you guys.
And yea, I'm back. And I hope that I would be able to atleast satisfy your hunger and thirst with the updates that I have stored in my notebook. LOL
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My Husband's Mistress
FanfictionYongsun was devastated when she found out that her husband, Eric, cheated on her with another woman. And she was even more shocked and angry when her husband brought home his mistress with him.
