What It's Like Loving an Idiot

Twenty Eight || Loyalty

James's Point of View

I feel as anger pulses through me. Autumn really needs to learn the meaning of no because ever since she was young, she didn't seem to really be able to decipher what it means.

"Hello?" I said as soon as I answer the phone.

"I'm coming down with Kamer to get that folder. It was fucking stupid to have it there in the first place."

I furrow my eyebrow at her statement. "No, you're not. I was just about to go to sleep, this can wait until the morning," I stand my ground as much as I can. It's hard to do with dealing with a person as stubborn as her.

She scoffs and laughs a bit. "Alright, you do that and then when you wake up to a gun to your head just ring me up and then we'll talk then."

I roll my eyes at her. Why does she have to be so fucking dramatic? I mean, yeah it's possible that they could come back, but I doubt it. At this point, if they think I don't have it, then they're going to go to Autumn's.

"Whatever, come and get it. You've got twenty minutes before I lock the door and go to sleep," I say and hang up. Whatever she's got to say on her end is either going to be snarky or bitchy.

Don't get me wrong, I know she's my sister and family is family, but Autumn is a bitch.

Vena sighs as I set my phone on my dresser. "So, what now?" she asks, sitting up onto her pillow.

I smile at her. Of course, I feel bad that she doesn't know much of what is going on. I don't want to scare her. I, also, don't want her to leave me due to her being scared away. I refuse to put her in danger and her finding out about anything that is going on just scares her. She shouldn't be scared. I would never put her in danger and her thinking that I would doesn't help the situation.

She is so beautiful, everything about her makes me fall in love with her all over again, even the bad. I know that some people don't see her as this kind person, but I do. She is everything that I had ever been looking for. Of course it scares me that I found her so young. For the longest time, I just assumed that people were to find each other in their late twenties, then get married and have kids, but that really isn't the truth. It wasn't until Vena that I realized that love comes in all forms and at all ages. Sure, this is some cheesy shit to say, but it's true, I can say that much.

I climb into bed and she smiles, "She isn't coming?"

I smile back at her, "No, she's going to coming right now to get that folder."

She groans and lays down on her back. "Why?" she looks at me.

I shrug, mimicking how her body as she lays beside me. , "So she has it."

She turns onto her side and looks at me, raising an eyebrow at me, with this little smirk appearing on her face. Now, with Vena, that could mean something, or it could just be her fucking with me. I mean, I know that look, quite well too, I'm just not sure if she means what I want it to mean.

She lifts her body off her spot and climbs on top of me, sitting down.

"Now?" I say, questioning her.

She shrugs, "Is now not convenient for you?" She asks sarcastically.

I smile at her,  immediately and lean down and presses her lips to mine. I could give you the exact last time that Vena and I had sex last, but really, would that change anything at this point, I mean it's really not important.

I lift Vena's body slightly so I can sit up, it's better this way anyway, at least for making out anyways. My hands roam up the back of her shirt, just feeling her skin. My lips move down her jaw down to her neck. She gasps. I smile against her skin and find myself finding the hem of her shirt and pulling it off her body. Moaning quietly, she pushes her body against mine. She hooks her finger under my chin to look up at me briefly, she doesn't do anything, until she does. She pushes her lips against mine and it wasn't long until our tongues are tangled together. We kissed for a long time after that. Sure, the mission to have sex was in my mind to begin with, but that thing is that, we haven't' just been together like this in what seems like forever. We've been so caught up in our life together with injuries, Autumn and school that it feels like it hasn't been just us in a long time. Although, I thought we're going to be only making out until I felt her grind against me slightly.