Meant to be Yours|| Boyf Riends

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Sadie was confused. She still had various different emotions coursing through her when she woke up in a panic.

She thought she had really killed Michael Mell.

She didn't know why she didn't realize it was a dream since vivid dreams were nothing new to Sadie. Sure, she remembered most of her dreams when she woke up, every detail being incredibly clear, but she was used to it by now. Sadie could tell that most of her dreams were in fact dreams.

This had to be hands down the most realistic dream Sadie has ever experienced in her life, and she didn't know what to make of it.

On one hand, she remembered feeling extremely guilty in the dream. On the other, the rush of adrenaline was strangely refreshing- Sadie highly enjoyed it. The emotions were all too real.

Sadie was beginning to question the motives of the plan. She didn't doubt actually wanting to hurt Michael, but at the same time she wondered if it was worth it.

She could almost feel the pain that Jeremy felt, portrayed by the alarming screams that still echoed through Sadie's head.

Those screams were the worst part.

She heard similar screams only in movies, but it was so raw and sickening that it made Sadie almost start crying. Almost.

But Sadie relished in the excitement she felt in the dream. She was slightly embarrassed of the amount of pain she felt, given she didn't like Michael and only liked Jeremy for his looks.

Sadie couldn't help but to laugh. While shaking her head she asked herself, "God, why am I so shallow?"

While she didn't know the answer, she knew the personality trait would probably never end, and Sadie was pretty fine with that.

Another thing that felt incredibly realistic to Sadie was the fact that she could clearly remember the handcuffs digging into her wrists. She actually did a double take when there were no actual marks on her arms.

Typically Sadie was given traits that she didn't have in her dreams. So, it was pretty miraculous that it was completely her real self in the dream, down to he bad aim- which she didn't know was that bad, but it's not like she's ever shot a gun before.

Sadie wondered why she selected the gun, considering she had always preferred knives for a reason she couldn't pinpoint.

She just couldn't get over the fact that everything felt so real.

For the remainder of the morning, Sadie was pretty shaken up to say the least.

The guilt kept increasing, but so did the urge to 'follow her dreams.'

Sadie really just didn't know what to do.

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Michael had gone home since he told Jeremy. The feeling like he was being watched was thankfully gone as he stepped out of the car, but his emotions were all out of place.

Him hanging out with Jeremy was different than any other time in several years. It felt awkward, uncomfortable, and just plain wrong.

Neither of them felt like they were being themselves during the short period of time.

They felt like they couldn't do anything even remotely romantic, even though they did so before they were dating.

Both of them continued to pine for the other, but they didn't want to get hurt.

Therefore, you could easily cut the tension in Jeremy's basement with a knife.

Perhaps they were afraid to do anything considering the possible consequences, or maybe they didn't want to 'accidentally' make out passionately.

They both knew that if they started, they would never be able to stop.

This really upset the two, though they wouldn't admit it to themselves or each other.

The experience was fairly stressful. Michael had to fight the urge to just kiss Jeremy again, right then and there.

He really wanted to have Jeremy back.

Instead of dwelling on his feelings, Michael unwound with something he shockingly hasn't done in a long time.

Getting stoned in his basement.

A/N: I'll probably upload another chapter later because this ones super short.