Hell Above (p.t.v)

⭐️Chapter 41.Bulletproof Love

Chapter 41.Bulletproof Love

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"I still love you."

Even though we were supposed to be over, the words raised a fiercer wave of love towards Vic. I wasn't sure what to say. The only thing I could do was pull him into a hug and breath in his scent. I could hear his heart beat and my arms wrapped around his shoulders as I felt his body heat. He pulled away and pressed his lips against my forehead.

I stared into his eyes, as he stared into mine. He didnt say anything, and he didn't need to. One look in his eyes told me everything. I could see sorrow in his eyes as clearly as if he was speaking his thoughts and emotions aloud.The look in his eyes were so lonesome. The glint they had that revealed a world of darkness and even though he would try to hide it with a fake smile, his eyes revealed it all. The dark, colourless eyes that mourned his despair.

"I like your starry eyes," He chuckled. "They yell surprise,surprise."

"Well, I am surprised." I replied softly.

"Surprised about what? You're surprised that I love you?" He asked. I slowly nod. He exhaled and as he was about to open his mouth, a blast of cold air hit us, causing me to shiver.

Vic sighed, grabbing my hand and pulling me into his car. I sat besides him and he turned, looking straight at me.

"Why won't you believe that I love you? Holly pushed herself on me! And-"

I interjected,"Vic, no, not that, I know what Holly did. I know you love me, you truly do, but...I don't deserve you, alright?"

"What?" He breathed. "How could you say such a thing?"

I exclaimed, "Because! It kills me to see such a beautiful person like you be this sad because of me. You deserve much better than this, cause all I am is shit. Complete shit."

He sighed, "I'm sorry to seem so attached, incredibly breathtaken, but you are my wonderwall, and I am in love your existence, and your words, and you. I am completely infatuated with you."

I felt the wet hot tears fill up my eyes, my throat closed tight and each word pitched higher than the last in an effort to squeak out the words that were bottled up inside me. Finally the tears spilt over and flowed down my face like a river escaping a dam. Oh geez, why am I so emotional?

Vic's voice quivered, "I know it's hard, but who are you to fall apart on me, on me?" He leaned over and placed his hand on my shoulder. "I can't watch you cry." 

"Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see life with a clearer view again," I quietly whispered, wiping my tears away.

He smiled, realizing what I just said. "One day, you and I will be happy again. One day, everything will turn alright. One day, you will never ever have crying nights anymore, nor sleepless nights. One day, you will never have sad tears, but instead happy joyful tears. One day, everything will be alright," He whispered, squeezing my hand. "I promise. You may have heard this too much, but I do promise, happiness will come, as long as I'm here with you. It's just faith testing our relationship, I guess. Pounding us with problems in between, to test our strength. We have to show everyone that we are strong enough, Jess. We are, and I know it. I love you too much."

"I love you too, My love for you is infinite." I replied.

He cleared his throat, "Well then, will you be my girlfriend once again?"