guys ive been excited for this; but major smut warning.
-
-
-
i woke up before Tyler, which was very unusual. i probably should take taken the time to actually allow myself to wake up, but i didn't. my first instinct was to panic, actually. i sit up quickly, peering over to Tyler's heart monitor, watching the line spike up with every beat of his heart. a sigh of relief passes my lips, and the groaning of a tired boy sounds from the side of me.
"Joshie you woke me up.!" Tyler sleepily says. he sits up, his eyes still shut, an takes his pillow from behind himself to hit me in the head. though, he wasn't quick enough because i was able to gran the pillow before it even touched my face.
"i thought somethin' happened to you Ty, i really did. i never usually wake up before you so i just got scared, y'know?."
he had his hands in fists, rubbing his eyes before opening them slowly. his face was the definition of 'sleepy'. but, as sleepy as he was he still managed to give me a big smile.
"we have chemo today, don't we Josh?"
i swing my legs over the side of the bed an stand up, dragging my IV stand behind me.
"yeah, unfortunately. today an the day after tomorrow. they wanna give us our x-rays after the second treatment too. like, the night of or whatever. i don't know, thats what i heard Jenna say."
I back away from the dresser and look over seeing Tyler still laying in my bed with the blankets up to his chin. he looked over at me, as if he was watching me. his brown eyes were looking straight into mine, a word wasn't exchanged.
most would find this weird, but it was a normal thing for us. a way for us to talk without talking. i shake my head an grab some clean clothes an walk over to the bathroom door. i stop before fully walking in, leaning my head out to see if he was still on my bed.
"Jenna an Sarah, what time are they doin' check ins today?"
Tyler gets up an scurries over to the window next to the door, pulling the blinds down a bit to see out at the white board on the wall.
"uhhh. i think, maybe like, at 10:00am today, an its like 9:20ish now," he backs up to sit on his bed an turns to face me, "why what's up?"
i bite my lip, not entirely noticeable by Tyler. i don't know why i'm even suggesting this. or maybe i do.
"well, wanna come shower with me?"
his eyes go wide an his cheeks instantly turn red, his hands shooting up to his eyes to cover then, but not enough to cover his bottom lip between his teeth.
"s-sure Joshie."
i walk further into the bathroom, starting the shower and placing my clean clothes on the table besides the sink. i take my IV off of the stand an snake it through my shirt and hooking it onto the shower wall, allowing me to pull my shirt off with ease.
as soon as my shirt comes off i hear Tyler behind me, his IV stand hitting the wall as he walked. but the look on his face was between embarrassment an pure enjoyment. he was staring at my back, his eyes trailing down the curve of my spine an all the way back up to my face.
he shakes his head a bit to snap out of it, but his rose-red cheeks don't hide anything. i turn around an lean against the wall, crossing my arms.
"you've always seen me shirtless, what's so different this time huh?" i smirk at the last word, earning a smile from Tyler.
"just getting the chance to really look at you," he unhooks his IV like i had done before, pulling it through his shirt and placing it onto the hook in the shower, "though i'm not as beautiful to look at, you are now seeing me up close Joshua Dun!"
