Destiny

Chapter 30 - Mixed emotions

Even after the umpteen times I have been around the world- ranging over like a itinerant ranger , smoking out  the tiny hidden corners of the globe like Columbus -yet... the beauty of the Earth never ceased to surprise me .

Greece is known for its historic beauty ,be it the ancient ruins or the spellbinding islands .

If I had thought our little picnic would last in my head , and would be quite hard to banish from my thoughts for at least a week - I was wrong ...So wrong!

The second I felt his soft warm lips against my own , I lost any thought that could have popped in my head along with  my sanity, dignity, responsibility, and whatsoever more I had preserved for myself and with just one touch he managed to make me forget who I was and where I was.

Though my head was in a dormant state at the moment I couldn't quite say the same for my body which definitely reacted in a way I would have been embarrassed and ashamed if I still had sane thoughts clashing into my thick skull.

So I could not blame myself when my lips moved on their own accord, parting slowly , allowing him the access to my mouth just as he did to me. Our mouths moulded together twisting , gracing, biting,sucking, exploring , clashing but never pausing.

It reminded of the times when I phased , the heat that would run down my spine and when I could feel myself bursting inside out but this was a thousand times worse  .It not only set my body and every cell and nerve  on fire starting from my chest but also made me crave for more .

Apart from the tactility ,there was the loud thumping of my heart or maybe his -I couldn't discern a difference - echoed around me, welcoming me to a world I had forbidden myself from stepping my foot ever.

But everything had a end and so did our first kiss .

I drew back gasping loudly from the lack of air that I didn't bother breathing in since I was quite preoccupied .Snapping my eyes wide open and wiping my wet plump swollen lips on my sleeves I glanced around suddenly conscious of my surroundings , scared someone had caught us .

But luck was playing on our behalf and the dining hall still remained empty but for us.

What if someone had walked in on us?How could I have explained myself?

Wasn't I the responsible girl who thought a hundred times before making a move?

And yet here I was making a mistake and regretting it .
Yes ! I did regret it.
Regretting 'cause it had felt so good that I knew I would want it again, knew I was gonna break my rules to earn it and feel it and never ever stop until my thirst was full.

Unwillingly and grudgingly my eyes glided over the hall until it settled upon him.

His expression mirrored mine .Confusion, shock, surprise, pertubance but also the unmistakable lust!

"We will not talk about this!" His voice brooked no argument and was as dead as the corpses in a graveyard.

"No, we will not ." I agreed content that he shared my thoughts on the matter .

And soon things went back to being normal or to be accurate - it seemed to be normal but it was far from being called so ...

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