long distance | caminah

thirteen

[text conversation between dinah and camila]

Camila | 1:45 AM
what if i make it
what if everything i've ever dreamed about
becomes a reality

Dinah | 1:47 AM
what?

Camila | 1:47 AM
oh i didn't think you'd be up
i was just having my nightly existential crisis

Dinah | 1:48 AM
what's going on?
talk to me

Camila | 1:50 AM
i've just been thinking like
everything i've ever dreamed about might become real
and for some reason that scares the hell out of me

Dinah | 1:51 AM
don't ever be scared
sometimes things seem scary but we just have to jump headfirst to achieve our dreams
you want this so much, be excited mila

Camila | 1:52 AM
i am i'm just
worried people won't like me or i won't succeed
in school i used to get bullied a lot
i would post videos on youtube and the kids at school would make fun of them
and tell me i'd never go anywhere in life

Dinah | 1:52 AM
kids are mean for no reason, fuck those people
they're jealous of your talent because they see it
they know you're going somewhere one day and they're afraid of that
forget about them because you're better than their hatred

Camila | 1:54 AM
i wish i could believe that