Two Different Worlds

Introduction

Introduction~

I was a normal girl till I became apart of the real world, when I was associated with everyone else and till I lost my parents. Before, I was never able to be inspired by anyone or anything but my parents. They didn't want me to be influences badly. They have past away, everything is on my own now. I grew up for about three years without my parents, only of my grandmother's care. I am now eighteen but now my grandmother has past away as well, because of a car accident. People leave my side one after the other, I don't know what to do, I'm all alone, forcing myself to try and fit into the world and find someone to be close with. I always had my mom to talk with when I needed to, even though it's been three years, I still yell 'mom' when I need help, the second time I yell for her, that moment is when I realize she wasn't here anymore. I got up to do what I needed help with, knowing I'm on my own now. I wanted to fit in, even if I went to school, everyone had parents, everyone had parents for them and to support them, ask them for help, for money. For me, it was different, and people still treated me like crap, my life was bad enough. I was the type of girl who everyone would pick on because I was a poor girl but no one understand me, no one understands my situation, no one realizes how hard it is for me. Life was terrible. I always had thoughts for suiciding, but what was the point? After all that my parents and grandmother had done to take care of me till I'm here now. It would be a waste. I want to live this life to dedicate it to my family, especially to my parents and grandmother for all the care they've given me. I will show to all those who hated me and picked on me that I can stand up. I am better than that, I will not let them get to me. If only I could meet someone who understands me and just be there for me, I really need that support right now.

I hope you'll like this fanfic! Have a wondeful day~~ sorry I can't post chapter one today but I will post it tomorrow!(: