Two Different Worlds

Chapter Fifty ~ Don't Go

Chapter Fifty ~ Don't Go

" KyungSoo: I miss that smile of yours, it's so beautiful, it always gives me a need to smile back.

Me: I'll smile for you everyday, okay?

I don't want to just smile for him but also to let him know that I'm smiling only because of him <3 "

...Continued~~~

Suho said the schedule for my surgery is tomorrow. Tomorrow.. I don't know. What should I do? I don't think it's worth it anymore. To live, it's not worth it, there is nothing there left for me to continue living on this painful life. I'm so sorry for KyungSoo I don't know how to face him, no matter how I try to only smile for him and make him happy. Maybe Suho should cancel it and save him lots of money too.

Suho: (YourName) ah.. don't think so much, after school, i'll pick you up and bring you to the hospital okay? I bet you're still worried for the cost of it, but don't worry about it, you'll be fine.

Me: I don't know.. I've made a mistake..

Suho: what do you mean?

Me: About KyungSoo and I..

Suho: you two are still fighting? Please get back together, you know he's not the type to kill someone

Me: Suho.. we got back together, I realized it wasn't him but.. I feel so sorry for him.

Suho: if you feel sorry, do the surgery and live a happy life for him. Don't you know him by now? Is only wish?

Me: for me to be happy

Suho: So please don't hesitate, you're coming with me to the hospital tomorrow.

Me: Okay okay...Suho.. Thank you

I hug him tight when KyungSoo comes in to the room. He looks at me with a stare but turns away when I glanced at him. I wonder if he was still mad at me or not.

Me: KyungSoo..

KyungSoo: I'm sorry I should have knocked.

Me: Ani(No).. KyungSoo, we've been waiting for you to come back to discuss something

Suho: KyungSoo can you bring her to the hospital tomorrow after school? I have basketball practice

KyungSoo: and since when did you join the team?

Suho: Kris and Luhan wanted me to

KyungSoo: wait wait.. you said hospital at first?!

Suho: yea why?

KyungSoo: what happened to (YourName)?! Why don't I know any of this?! Was it cause of me?!

Me: Ani(No).. KyungSoo.. remember when I left to California then to Hawaii and when I told you that the disease was actually curable.. well yea Suho made an appointment for me that is tomorrow.

KyungSoo: Ohh aish you two scared the hell out of me..

Suho: ah ah.. Mianhae(Sorry).. I'll leave you two alone

Me: KyungSoo ahh.. why do you seem like you're trying to avoid me these days?

KyungSoo: I wanted to give you more time to think it through, if you really hate me or not

Me: Ani(No).. I love you

KyungSoo: I still can't believe Rose would do that to me

I hug KyungSoo real tight and whisper again and again 'Sorry'

~Tomorrow After School~

Rose: I want to meet you for a while, I have things to talk to you about