Two Different Worlds

Chapter Thirty Four ~ Back To Korea

Chapter Thirty Four ~ Back To Korea

" ....Someone who understands me and is always willing to make me smile and happy. I hold his hands and close my eyes as I lie down next to him.

KyungSoo: I love you (YourName)

He kisses me on the top of my head~ "

...Continued~~~

Me: KyungSoo, I want to go back home, I want to go back to Korea. I miss everyone. Those people who are like my family now. KyungSoo I want to hurry and get this disease healed, I want to be healthy again so I don't have to worry about dying, so that I know that I'll have more time with you still.

We sat up and got up, holding each others hands. We went back to the hotel, surprisingly we had the same hotel as well and our rooms were on the same floor. We got our bags and everything and ran out the hotel and got a taxi to the airport. We bought the tickets, the flight was tonight at midnight. We sat down as we waited for our flight. We decided to have dinner here at Hawaii one more time before we leave. We ordered our food and sat at the table without talking to each other. It was really weird because we were both silent just looking at each other then turning away while everyone around us were pretty loud. I laughed a bit and he asked me why I was laughing but i just took his hands and smiled at him. After awhile our food came and we started to eat. After we ate, we still had some time left over so we ended up walking around till it was time. We finally got on our plane. This is going to be a long trip to Korea about ten hours, but I'm going to miss Hawaii as well. I must come back here one day because I had such a great time here. I sat by the window seat and KyungSoo sat on the outer seat. The moment I had all my stuff up on top and sat down, I quickly fell asleep. As KyungSoo sits down, my head leans towards him and now leaning on his shoulders.

~KyungSoo's Point of View~
You're so adorable (YourName). You know that? There's no one like you who make me feel this way. My heart is always beating faster because of you, my heart never gets tired of you, of anything you do because I really love you. I lean to try and kiss you but you move so I hide my face and turn the other way, hoping you didn't catch me. My heart beating a lot faster and I blush, still hoping you're still asleep so I can stare at you longer. I smile to myself and close my eyes. I fall asleep right away with the thought of you on my mind.

~Author's Point of View~
After hours of sleeping, they've both woken up to the feeling of landing in Korea. KyungSoo and (YourName) woke up together. Looking ino each others eyes, dazed, and wondering what was going on. They laughed at each other and noticed that they've landed in Korea already. KyungSoo held (YourName)'s name until they've fully landed down. After they took thier bags and walked out. They called Suho to pick them up. When Suho heard the word "us" from KyungSoo, he was wondering who the this other person would be that would be coming along with KyungSoo. Could it be (YourName)? Suho thought... or maybe another girl? Could he have already forgotten her? Or maybe I'm thinking to much, but it'll be so amazing if it was (YourName)! I'd be so happy if they finally got back together. They are meant to be, a heaven made couple. Suho arrived at the airport to pick them up and was really happy that it was (YourName).

~My Point of View~
Me: We're back to Korea! Oh how much I miss this place already! Hawaii was great!

Suho: Hawaii? You both went to Hawaii? Together? And you planned all this?!

KyungSoo: If we've planned this, wouldn't you be coming to Hawaii with us?

Suho: Huh?

Me: You should see his instagram haha

KyungSoo: I left for Hawaii to relax but who knew I'd bump into (YourName) at the same beach, I'm so glad we did bump into each other because now I have brought her back to Korea!

Suho: I thought you said you weren't going to come back?

Me: Well... you see I was just... um about that disease... yea I uh hah hah um.. it's curable..

Suho: WHAT?!

Me: yea.. I huh lied cause I just didn't have the money for the surgery.. and you should know me by now? I don't want to bother you guys for the money, I wouldn't be happy but KyungSoo.. sometimes.. not even sometimes, but all the time, I just can't resist it, his adorable eyes, I can't stay away from.

Suho: awe well I'm so glad to have you back! We treat you like family, so don't ever talk about money with us.

Me: Yah cause you rich Suho

Suho: let me pay for the bill then.. please don't leave us.

Me: Suho.. I don't even know what to say anymore. I'm so glad I met you twelve. My life really changed, I feel like I'm fitting into this world again. Like we're all of a sudden just one world and not two difderent worlds, although the past was different but I guess that we have to let go of the past to let new things come in. I agree we are really different in many ways but somehow we get along, we share thoughts that connect. Don't you think?

Suho: you know sometimes I find it weird for you to compare these things because you know that love is love, there isn't anything that tells whether you're meant to be together or not because life brings you obstacles for you to overcome and to see if you are really that strong and if you let that determine what goes on your life, then it's not overcoming. You're letting the world get to you. Yes there have been so many things that happen between you and KyungSoo but if you really love each other that's all that is needed. I get you really didn't want to see KyungSoo hurt anymore or in pain but sometimes, worry about yourself too. Aren't you going to be a lot mroe hurt to be doing that to yourself?

Me: Suho.. I know but.. sometimes it comes on to you so strong that it just makes you really want to let go, sometimes when you're really tired of being in pain because I've been in pain all my life, that is the difference between you and me. I just needed a break. I know I could of been better, I know everything is my fault but I did my best and although the results weren't the best, I'm proud, I'm proud I gave it my best. I'm glad I came through life this far with so much pain.

Suho: I'm sorry.. I just never thought about it your way.. only thinking about me.

Me: Suho don't say that.. now that we're both back to Korea, let's celebrate? Celebrate with all the other members? Then I'll go to the hospital for the surgery tomorrow. How does that sound?

Suho: you promised, no backing down, we don't want to lose you.

Me: I know I know but the guilt inside of me is bothering me that I'm using your money.

Suho: you earned it, for being such a great impact in our lives, I don't know how different it would be without you but I know it would have been terrible if we haven't met you. So take it as a thank you?

Me: Thank you so much Suho.. and KyungSoo.. I'm so sorry I was so harsh to you the day before I left. I really wanted to spend the day with you for the last time but I also didn't want you do think back of that last day and regret that you didn't do certain things like realize I was leaving or buy me something I've always wanted. That's why I tried to avoid that.. I'm sorry if you thought I didn't care about you.

KyungSoo: never mind it, I'm so glad to have you back here with me in Korea.

He hugs me tight and I hug him back. He kisses me on the top of my head as I smile.

KyungSoo: I'm really glad we're back to Korea, especially because you're back. I was so worried when I got your text.

Me: Yes I'm definitely happy that I'm back to Korea too

We both laugh together including Suho. Then Suho comes in and we have a little mini group hug <3

...To Be Continued~~~

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