Two Different Worlds

Chapter Twelve ~ With Him

Chapter Twelve ~ With Him

" Luckily the first few days of the week is only dance practice, so he can skip it and fly back in time to the concert since it's really close by, in China. "

...Continued~~~

~KyungSoo's Point of View~
I rush to the hospital as quick as possible.

Nurse: Mr. We don't have anyone here named (YourName).

KyungSoo: thank you!

I rush out the hospital, driving to another hospital.

KyungSoo: do you know which room (YourFullName) is in?

Nurse: who are you?

KyungSoo: I'm her boyfriend

Nurse: I'm sorry, right now we are not certain if she's still alive because all the test shows she's infected with a disease that will kill her in twenty four hours. We can't determine it physically. The doctors are still with her, so you can patiently wait over at those seats.

KyungSoo: oh thank you nurse

I walk to the seats in a clumsy mood, my heart shattered to just hear the word infected. It can't be. Her house is broken, everything is gone. She has nothing. She doesn't deserve this. She's a normal girl who wants to succeed in life, why must this world do this to her? Why must Rose do this!? I really hope (YourName) wakes up, but even if she did, I wouldn't know how to face her, but as long as I know she's fine, I'll do anything for her. Even if its to never appear in her sight. She must be really mad at me, when I told her ill always be there for her but I suddenly left before I could give her a surprise. My aunt had yelled at her for no reason when it was me who decided to skip class. I have so much to be sorry for. I don't know what to do. (YourName) mianhae, please be okay. Kamsa for trusting me as a friend but everything I end up doing for you always ends with a bad ending for you. Mianhae. I really feel sorry for you, I feel like I should let you go because if I'm your reason to go through pain and feel so out of the world, I think I should let you go. Mianhae.

Nurse: ah kyungsoo, the doctors clarified that (YourFullName) is fine now and is in the room, she won't wake up until three to four hours

I followed her to the room. I'm so glad she is alive and fine! Kamsa! I take a seat by her side and take her hands into mine. I knew from the moment the tears started to form, I had a lot to say to her.

KyungSoo: (YourName) dongsaeng, please wake up soon. Knowing you're not fine because of my stupidness, I'm so ashamed to just be your boyfriend. I know you'll probably say that I'm too good for you and that you'll have to go through this to be with me. As if its what you'll get when you be with me. I know you'll blame yourself that it was your fault when it was mine. I don't know how to protect you. I tell them to treat you nice but it wasn't just that easy as saying it. I knew I believed them wrong. I should have noticed Rose and Daisy. I'm sorry for being so careless. I now realize how important it is to have you in my life. The moment I realized you were hurt, I quickly came back and rushed to see you. I realize that I can't be so careless and leave whenever I want. I realized how important it is to not just leave you alone like that. Mianhae, I know it's my fault. Please wake up, I don't want to miss to any longer. I want to hear your voice, to see your smile in order for me to feel a bit better because right now I'm regretting so much right now. Only you calm me down because you always make me smile and just make me forget about all my worries. Please wake up soon (YourName). Ah I've also thought of a plan. Since your house was burnt down, you can live with me, I don't care what my aunt would say. It's my responsibility for everything.

I cry harder and harder, my tears rolling down my cheeks and off her hands. I kiss her hands. Mumbling the words 'Please wake up soon'

KyungSoo: oh and when you wake up, we're going to go back to China. I'm not letting you say here all alone at school. I'll dismiss you from school. I don't care what my aunt will say, just know that I brought you with me so if you get in trouble, it's my responsibility. You'll go to the concert with me and I will have a huge surprise for you so please wake up, so you can come with me to enjoy a better life starting when you wake up. I will be more careful now.

I cry and cry, even though I never cried before, but I couldn't stop myself, she meant everything to me and to see her like this because of me, there is so much to blame myself for, I can't help but to cry. Please wake up, give me a chance to change my selfish act, I want to repay you back with love and happiness. Please, I can't live without you. Suddenly I feel a quick movement from (YourName)'s hands. I call out for her name to see if she would recognize me.

(YourName): KyungSoo...

KyungSoo: You're awake! Ahh

I hug her tight in my arms, it's a miracle!

(YourName): where am I? And why am I here?

KyungSoo: You're in the hospital because you got hurt

(YourName): but I was going to sleep..

KyungSoo: and a fire appeared, your house, sadly, it's gone...

(YourName): Noo! All my personal things are there! All my gifts from my parents and family! KyungSoo!! Help!

She bursts into tears and pull on my sleeves. I knew it was important to her, but it was burnt, what can I do? More and more, and as time goes by, I feel like I just can't help her in anyway, I can't get anything right, to make her happy to make her in less pain. I don't know what to do, I really want to help her but whenever I try, I just can't. I feel like life doesn't want us to be like this. I didn't want to believe that either because there is no way I'm giving up on (YourName). Never. Even if I'm the cause for her to be so unhappy or to go through so much pain, I will not back away because I will prevent those, I will protect her. From this day on, from this very moment in time, this hour, it is my responsibility and I will do my best.

KyungSoo: I'm sorry I couldn't help, I found this picture that was safely brought out. I hope it can help.

(YourName): KyungSoo! Kamsa! This means so much to me! Kamsa KyungSoo!

She hugged me tight, as if wanting to hug me to death. I didn't mind anyways, I fianlly felt like I could do something for her, to make her happy, to make her smile. I feel like the moment I commited my life to it, everything went out better.

KyungSoo: ahh where will you be living?

(YourName): don't mock me now just because I lost my house and everything

KyungSoo: noo I'm not, I just wanted to make sure you have nowhere to go so you can come to my house. I will cover your food supply, your clothes supply and everything else. Don't worry about anything else but to live yoru normal daily life.

(YourName): KyungSoo... I... I can't do that, your aunt..

KyungSoo: don't mind her, you're coming with me.

(YourName): KyungSoo, I don't want to bother you.

KyungSoo: you're not. I just want you to be safe I want to keep you safe. You're coming with me no matter if you like it or not.

(YourName): When can I leave the hospital?

KyungSoo: today anytime you wake up

(YourName): Noooo!! You have to check!

KyungSoo: why are you worried? Don't you want to leave? Ah because you're going to live in my house now, don't be nervous.

(YourName): Noo, KyungSoo, you got it wrong, the doctor said I have to stay here for about another four to six more weeks i mean month!

KyungSoo: not possible because the doctore told me at first

(YourName): no! Maybe you got it wrong!

~Author's Point of View~
No matter how much (YourName) tried to avoid living in KyungSoo's house, she ended up in his house already. She was with him now, even closer than ever. Living in the same house, eating the same food at the same table. And to be soo detailed, breathing the same air. They had a good time enjoying each other as they watched a movie together. (YourName) is so glad to have KyungSoo because he makes her feel safe and makes her not think of her worries. Even though his aunt was one worry, she didn't let that get into her head because she had KyungSoo with her. She was always lost in him. Nothing could separate the two of them and that's true love.

...To Be Continued~~~

Hope you like the story so far! Ahh sorry if I have used any words incorrectly such as kamsa and mianhae! And sorry for posting late! Have a wonderful day~~