Two Different Worlds

Chapter Thirty One ~ How We Drift Apart

Chapter Thirty One ~ How We Drift Apart

" KyungSoo: you won't die! if you do, I will die with you, you won't (YourName), stop saying that!

Me: KyungSoo... I know my health better than anyone else does.. "

...Continued~~~


Me: KyungSoo, just promise me one thing, okay?

KyungSoo: what is it?

Me: don't come to california, don't look for me, don't miss me

KyungSoo: (YourName), you know I can't do that.. and besides that's more than one thing.

Me: KyungSoo... you know what I mean..

KyungSoo: (YourName)... I'm not going to let you leave my life like this, I'm never going to find someone like you, you should be happy that I'm choosing you and no other girl when there is other girls who you think are better than yourself but there is a reason why I pick you, because to me, you're the one, no one else.

Me: and you should be happy that I chose you to love as well, you should be happy I'm not giving you a hard time, you should understand me.. once I really do die, all you're ever going to think is we've just got together, why does life have to do this, I don't want you to suffer like that, I don't want it to be harder for you to forget me.. I want you to live happier. Ever since I came in your life, nothing was right, don't you agree? Because I was never the right one to start off with you. It's true we love each other a lot but there is so much things in the world that pushes us farther and farther apart. Two different worlds can't mix, they can only stay within people of their own world because it can start a war, like how everyone at our school and your aunt is so mad at us for us being together.

KyungSoo: If I promise you those three things, will you promise me one thing?

Me: What is it?

KyungSoo: promise me you won't let anything get in between us, who cares of the world hates us, don't let that become a reason why we can't be together. Ignore them, we can be together as long as we love each other. Will you promise me that?

Me: If it makes you happy, I do. I promise you, but you have to keep your words, you said you'll promise me those three things.

KyungSoo: I promise. I promise you I won't come to california, I won't look for you, I won't miss you either, because why would I need to miss you if I have you in my heart?

Me: I guess this is how we drift apart.. after all I might as well say my farewells.. KyungSoo..

KyungSoo: I don't want to hear no farewells.. I don't need it because you're not leaving this world, you're not leaving me..

Me: KyungSoo... face it. My health isn't going to magically heal..

KyungSoo: then at least let me see you one more time?

Me: You promised me you wouldn't come or find me.. you said that as long as you have me in your heart, you won't miss me.. you don't keep your words

KyungSoo: I do.. but it's just really unfair.. I love you so much, why can't you just do that one thing for me?

Me: I don't want you to see me crying..

KyungSoo: don't cry (YourName)..

Me: but I'm going to miss you so much, but if I let you get to me, I won't be able to get back up and leave this world with a strong ending.

KyungSoo: what are you talking about? Don't talk nonsense to me.. your health is fine!

Me: I know you don't want to face it, but you have to, you can't hide from the truth.