Two Different Worlds

Chapter Twenty One ~ Dream

Chapter Twenty One ~ Dream

" What a relief! It was not real, they didn't have a baby, they didn't marry, they didn't date at all. "

...To Be Continued~~~

I sat on my seat on the airplane, KyungSoo was sleeping, how adorable he is. I slowly move my hands to try and hold his but suddenly his head leans to my side and leans on my shoulders. I couldn't move, well I didn't want to because I didn't want to wake him up. I look around, is this real or still a dream? Or is it another dream? A dream in a dream? It makes sense that now I'm living in reality because we're still on the airplane going to China, when we talked to our teachers about being absent for about a week. It's seems right, everything was back to normal, it was only a dream, just a dream. I smile as I stare at KyungSoo sleeping on my shoulders. I pat his head and whisper the words 'I love you' as I thought about the dream again, it wasn't just the fact that he was with Rose in the dream but it was the fact that I got to see my family again, I got to talk to them again. My sister, my mom, my dad. I miss them so much. My grandma especially because she did her best to take care of me when my parents were gone and my sister. It must have been hard to take care of me who always cried and wanted my parents and sister back. For her to take care of me must have been real hard for her and I just want to go back in time just to say I love you and thank you for everything. Just for changing my life, for saving me from starvation, from any harm or trouble. I truly miss my grandma. I look again at KyungSoo, the moment in the dream when he was willing to throw away everything to be with me. It was so sweet and cute, he was just so loving. I can't ever forget that dream because it's just the way it ended that caused me to realize how much I can't give up on being with KyungSoo, how I can't hide my feelings away from him and tell him the truth to anything he ever asked me. We just started dating and I think the first move is very important, I'm glad I had that dream as a reminder to tell me to do things right the first time. I lean my head on his lightly, I closed my eyes and fell asleep for about five minutes till KyungSoo woke up and then moved and woke me up.

KyungSoo: I'm sorry for waking you up and leaning on your shoulder.

Me: it's fine

KyungSoo: why did you scream at first?

Me: scream? what? oh that..

KyungSoo: did you have a bad dream?

Me: yea but it's over now

KyungSoo: awe sorry I wasn't there to hold you or to comfort you

He leans in to hug me tight as he still kind of sleeps on my shoulders but actually listening and replying back to me just closing his eyes and leaning against me.

Me: It's okay, I wanted to think about what it meant, after all you were in the dream as well

KyungSoo: I was? Can I know the dream?

Me: I don't want you to know but also I don't want to keep secrets from you

KyungSoo: it's okay, you have the right not to tell me, if it's really important to you that you can't tell, you don't have to

Me: KyungSoo, but I'm scared I'll make the same mistake in the dream, I'm scared that everything turns wrong because I didn't tell you the truth in the beginning. I didn't want to make any mistakes especially on the start of us dating.

KyungSoo: mistakes are meant to exist. You can't avoid them, we can get through them together and learn and to build our relationship for each other stronger and stronger.

He hugs me tight

KyungSoo: it's okay, don't worry about it, you must have had a terrible dream for you to be so scared. The (YourName) I know is strong and never gives up or regrets.

Me: it's just you and Rose married.. and and had ba- babies..

I look down and started to hide my face because it was a little embarrassing to say that and it made me sad again just to think about it or to say it out.

KyungSoo: What?

Me: I just didn't want to lose you, to her. I didn't want to lose you to anyone because I love you. I know it's a little selfish but I want you for myself.

KyungSoo: that dream must have scared you terribly. I promise I won't leave your side okay?

He hugs me tight again and kisses the top of my head, I try to forget all my worries and to just rest in his arms.

Me: I love you KyungSoo. You know you cried and fainted in the end of the dream?

KyungSoo: why?

Me: because you just got married with Rose and already had the baby and everyone was about to go to another location for a party and dinner but I fainted and everyone left but you found me there and brought me to the hospital and you read my phone wallpaper and it made you cry and feel sorry and regretted a lot. Then I told you it didn't matter, I wished you the best with Rose but you commanded to do something for me to make it up and after our conversation and everything you cried real hard and you fainted and then I screamed and woke up.

KyungSoo: if that did happen, I will regret for the rest of my life

Me: but the problem was I didn't have the courage to tell you I loved you but in reality you know I love you. That's why I feel a little better that I know you love me.

KyungSoo: you know my dream? I dreamed about something really cute and adorable. Of course it was you and me.

He smiled at me and took my hands in his.

KyungSoo: We were at the beach splashing water at each other and Exo started playing volleyball around us but in the sand. Suho accidentally hit the ball over to us and you tried to stop the ball from coming towards me or hitting me so you jumped in front of me to stop the ball from coming at my face and then you fell but I caught you in my arms and our lips were about less than an inch away. I leaned in to kiss you and you dropped the ball in the water and started kissing me back. You're hands on my neck as you pulled for a more intense kiss. I picked you back up on your feet but still kissing you as my hands were on your waist. Everyone screamed for the volleyball so we stopped kissing but I was smiling a lot because of the kiss and so were you. When I threw the volleyball back to them, I picked you up off the floor and carried you and kissed you again. You pulled back and told me 'Not here' I saw you blush and I just kissed you one more time and put you back on the ground and held your hands as we walked out of the water together. We went to play volleyabll with the rest of them and we were one team. We kept winning because we had great teamwork. Each game we won, I kissed you and hugged you tight as we both cheered. In the end of the game, we won and they treated us for dinner but before dinner, we went to watch the sunset together. Baekhyun helped us take a lot of pictures and posted it on his instagram. It was such a beautiful picture, us two kissing as the sun sets. I made it as my wallpaper for my phone so I can always remember that moment. Then I hugged you tight in my arms and said 'I love you' after that I woke up. Wasn't that a good dream? Too bad it was so short but then being with you in reality is better than any dream.

Me: awe I love you

KyungSoo: I love you too

Me: How many hours till we get to China?

KyungSoo: well it only passed about a few hour and we're going to America first then back to China because I need to visit my friend first. China is so close to Korea, why would we need to take such a long flight, Korea is under China anyways, why would we even need to take an airplane? We could possibly take a boat or something

Me: you told me we were going to China okay..

KyungSoo: we are for the concert. Don't worry, in about another two hours, we'll be there, you really want to go to China don't you? Heh well almost there, so you can go to sleep and dream again if you want, but something better this time so you won't be so sad about it and when you wake up, we'll be there

He smiled at me, then kissed me and patted my head. I leaned my head on his shoulders and closed my eyes and fell asleep to his singing.

...To Be Continued~~~

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