Two Different Worlds

Chapter Twenty Three ~ Secret

Chapter Twenty Three ~ Secret

" Am I really not loving her enough, is that why I can't tell what she's feeling on the inside? Fill me in someone. "

...Continued~~~

They finished their concert and the crowd screamed. It was such a great experience and so fun to be with them for the concert, although I didn't like the center of attention when KyungSoo told them he dedicates the song for me. It was adorable and real sweet but the EXOtics didn't come to watch our relationship but them perform. It was a great experience though. Being there on stage with them while they perform and sing, it was truly amazing. They're all so talented in their own ways. After the concert and everything, we went out to walk around the park and just talk for a bit. We held hands and walked wherever we ended up to.

~KyungSoo's Point of View~
How can I tell her that we need to keep our relationship a secret? Where no one will know. My aunt is very furious at me that in dating (YourName). She never liked (YourName) and I don't want my aunt to be rude to (YourName), I don't want my aunt to hurt her or anything. I don't want my aunt to force her to leave me forever. My aunt can do anything to her when she's angry. The only way to calm her down is to make her think that we broke up and that we'll never be together anymore. As (YourName) and I walked, holding hands, I stopped. She looked at me and gave me the questioned look. I really didn't want to say this but I have to. She must understand me though. I don't want her to mistake anything. But how can I show it to my aunt where she'll believe our break up but without actually breaking up with (YourName) or hurting her.

KyungSoo: Let's break up

~My Point of View~
What is KyungSoo doing? He's messing with my mind. First he tells all his fans he loves me now he needs to break up with me?! I knew he never loved me from the start. He lies to himself that he loves me but truly he loves Michelle. I bet they go text each other everyday or call or something. I just don't even want to think about it. How can I possibly let myself off guard.

KyungSoo: I know you're thinking in crazy or a player right now but please let me explain.

Me: you don't need to explain, I get it

KyungSoo: you do? I'm so glad you do, I was so afraid you'd leave me forever.

Me: why would you care if I left? You only love Michelle, from the start and end. Why do you have to lie to yourself and to all your fans that you love me?

KyungSoo: what? No you don't understand! This is not why! You got it wrong! I don't want to really break up with you but I need to break up with you but not break up break up.. It's..

I try to run but KyungSoo grabs my hands and hugs me tight.

KyungSoo: don't go. I have a reason.

Me: only because I love you, I'll listen to your reason but after this don't ever come look for me.

KyungSoo: I love you too and because I love you I want our relationship to be a secret. My aunt is very furious about the two of us going out and when she's mad, she can do anything to you! And I don't want you to get hurt for that. I rather see you safe and not getting hurt than to be with you and see you get hurt by my own aunt. Do you even remember when I started falling for you? The first time I came to help you from Rose bullying you. From that time on, I never wanted to see you get bullied ever again. I promised myself I won't let that happen to you ever again. And if its to give up our relationship, so be it but I'm only asking you to not be a couple in front of everyone, not really a break up break up. But I promise you I'll find a place for the two of us everyday where we can make up the time we wasted early on that day okay?

Me: Oh I thought you didn't love me anymore..

KyungSoo: I'll always love you, forever. And I mean it.

Me: I love you

KyungSoo: me too. (YourName), my aunt is watching us right now. I can't believe she came all the way to China to spy on us. Anyways, for her to believe we need to make an act for her okay?

Me: okay. But I'll miss you

KyungSoo: I'll miss you too. I'll miss holding you in my arms. From now on, don't take anything I say seriously. Let's give her a show to watch.

Me: Okay

KyungSoo: Let's break up.

He lets go of my hands and try to push me off.

Me: why are you breaking up with me? You told me you loved me!

KyungSoo would try to push me off and walk closer to his Aunt's direction so she can actually hear our conversation. We were only a few feet away. We pretended not see her hiding behind that wall.

KyungSoo: I never loved you, you're only lying to yourself

Me: you told me you loved me in front of all your fans at first!

KyungSoo: I lied! I said all those for someone else but since you loved me I thought I could give you a present but I never meant it! Have you just met me or something? You know who I am clearly. I always flirt with girls, it happens occasionally but now that you've come to my life, I learned to only hold onto one girl because other girls can hang on to me for money like you! I only love one girl and I'm doing my best to get her back so please stop begging me. Keep dreaming on that I love you. But I don't.

Me: KyungSoo, I know you're not like this, don't lie to yourself!

KyungSoo: you're lying to yourself. Get off me, I'm leaving, don't ever look for me ever again.

KyungSoo pushes me on the floor and I cry, I see his aunt slowly walk out of her hiding spot when KyungSoo was out of sight. She stood next to me and chuckled a little. She gave me a hand. I stood back up still crying.

KyungSoo's Aunt: I knew he would never like you, let go now, stop clinging on to him. He doesn't love you. I'm so relieved that you and KyungSoo have nothing together now. If he didn't break up with you at first, I would have done it for him. I'm glad he is a player, after all he's come to his senses to love one girl thanks to you. But too bad you weren't the one. Good bye~ hope to never see you around ever again.

Me: Auntie! Wait!

KyungSoo's Aunt: I'm not your auntie! Lose your heart for him! He's not the one for you, please don't ruin his life. For you to be with him is like a human marrying a pig..

He word were so harsh, sometimes I would actually want to believe it. I forced myself not to that it was only an act, and she can say anything so wants to me because in KyungSoo's eyes, I'm different, I'm someone he loves, and that's all that matters to me.

KyungSoo's Aunt: farewell. I hope to never see you again. I am to be very proud of KyungSoo.

Me: I don't care if you don't want me to call you auntie, I will call you Auntie! Auntie! Shouldn't I deserve to be treated better or at least a thank you? After all, I've helped KyungSoo find his true love and not be a player anymore.

KyungSoo's Aunt: how greedy you are for money, if you really want money, go find a job!

Me: I don't ask for money, I just ask for a thank you! And for me to hear more respectful words from you Auntie!

KyungSoo's Aunt: why should I? I'm not his parents!

Me: but you're his aunt and you love him!

KyungSoo's Aunt: I won't say it, never will, keep dreaming! I'm leaving, never look for me or KyungSoo! We don't want to see you!

She left after her last words. I cried more so she'd believe I was in a real heart break moment. This was going to be our secret no one will ever know or find out. I liked it in a way that it wasn't being talked about everywhere and it was just personal where it was only between the two of us.

...To Be Continued~~~