Two Different Worlds

Chapter Eighteen ~ Threats

Chapter Eighteen ~ Threats

" '...I knew I should have known that it would result in this if I had fallen for you! I regret loving you!' "

...Continued~~~

'Just don't ever look for me ever again okay KyungSoo?' I tell him before I left and tried to run away but before I did run, KyungSoo grabbed me by the arms. For a second I thought he wanted to explain it all to me and hug me so I wouldn't leave but then again my head stops believing in him anymore. My trust just disappears with I try my best to believe him that he had a reason behind it and that he didn't mean to hurt me but in the end, all I ever had on my mind was 'why do you have to do this to me?' From the moment i looked into his eyes, I knew I was in for a huge argument with him now.

KyungSoo: you think you're so great to yell at me, you think you own me? You think there was such thing as true love? What is love anyways? No one means on anymore. Not like you freak. Who cares if we go around and be a player. It's how people look at you, thats the point. You need to wake up from your dream. This is reality. Life has changed, we're not in the seventies anymore. Everyone has changed and so do you.

Me: for you to be a player is that something really amazing you want to share to the while world?! And i think I should be the one to tell you that you should wake up from your dream of being the best. This is reality! Life is still the same, it's only the way you look at it.

KyungSoo: hey! I never said that and stop taking my lines! And I never told you that I liked you or loved you! I don't even know who you are! Because you act so desperate and all, I spare you and try to be that guy that you said I use to be. But if you have so much complaints, I can't stick up with it all! Do you think it's easy to act for such a girl who wastes my time? And I really didn't know how annoying you were, I didn't know how silly you were to believe in me and to fall for me when you know you have no chance of dating me or even being with me.

Me: and I thought you were really good in acting, just that simple thing you can't act it out? Really? You didn't know. What a big excuse to save yourself from losing this argument.

KyungSoo: excuse?! Do you think I know everyone's personality? Do you expect me to pay attention to every little detail about you before I start talking with you? You're the one to claim that we dated. It's your fantasy, however you want it and I don't want to act it out because like you said, you regret loving me, you regret falling for me. If I acted the way you wanted, wouldn't you fall for me even more? Wouldn't you be even more hurt when you find out it was all an act? It's all only for your good! For me to do this, you should be happy!

Me: is that what you really think?

KyungSoo: yes! If it wasn't why would I say it?

Me: who knows when you're acting or not. Like you said you were amazing and flawless in acting.

KyungSoo: and even if I acted, I couldn't be happy with you. You're not my type and you're not good enough. Unlike others, they're so much better than you. Rich. Pretty. Nice. Outgoing. Have control over things. Understandable. You're none of the above!

Me: after all, you care about money so much. So greedy. Why do you all look down on us like that, we're no difference. And when I first met to at school during my sophomore year, you were different, you didn't care about money or anything that the rich people did.

Rose: KyungSoo, why do you waste time talking to these type of people? It's no use because they will never understand reality.

KyungSoo: well to tell you the truth, I acted back then, i never really cared about you! That is true, you make a good point Rose. Let's leave.

Once I heard the name Rose, I thought about the Rose at our school, the one who always bullies me. I looked to see if it was her. I couldn't really see because she had a hat on and sunglasses while covering her face from me. Who was she? Was it the Rose I was thinking of? Is it the Rose I know?

Rose: you hear! I told you he was mine from the start.

It was truly the Rose I knew. They started walking farther and farther from me. My heart shattered in millions of pieces still, my tears run down my cheeks as I fall to the floor in pain. Suddenly I felt someone touch me and try to lift me up and comfort me. I look up to see a guy. I tried to smile for him because I really appreciate him helping me up and comforting me.

Guy: don't even try, I'm not friends with you, never will, neither will I try to be your friend. I work under the prince and princess. No one else. Their orders are to drag you to the desserts. Have fun it's a heads up for you to get read for your new life!

Me: prince? Princess?

Guy: Rose and KyungSoo

Me: they're engaged? Married?

Guy: engaged. If you want to, you must apologize to them and attend their wedding to congratulate the two of them. After you can live your normal life again and don't have to go to the dessert but if you're not willing to accept them being together and if you're not going to apologize, then don't even think about living life anymore, you're going to die in the desserts!

Me: after all it's just about wishing them congratulations, that's all that they want? Instead they would take it all as a game even putting my life at risk just to make me say one word. Congratulations. Really? That's stupid and ignorant. If they had so much power as they say so, they can just command me to say it. Why do they have to bring so much work for themselves, I'm easy to deal with unless they're scared of me.

Guy: don't criticize their choices! You have no right! It's whatever they want, it can be fun for them to see you suffer that's why. If they made it simple, it would be no fun. Don't stall our time now! Dessert or congratulate them! Choose now or I will choose the dessert for you! I'm giving you three seconds!

Why do they keep sending death threats to me? First it was KyungSoo acting and lying that breaks my heart. Second it was Rose taking KyungSoo away from me. Third their assistant who seems to be so nice at first but really rude and mean. Am I not welcomed to live in this world? Is it because my family is still alive, I have to give in my life for them? I would but why do I have to go through everything the hard way? Why can't someone just kill me. Why can't someone just hit me with a car or something? Stab me with a knife! Why do I have to suffer it slowly by slowly and see everyone I love leave my side one at a time. Why can't I suicide myself. I just don't have the courage to. I really can't. Please get me out of this pain. Someone. Can this nightmare ever end?

Me: I'll congratulate them.

Guy: good choice. So smart. You want to continue to live your life I see.

...To Be Continued~~~

Note: it's still in italics! Wonder what it means? You'll find out soon! Hope the story is good so far! Have a good day, thank you for reading~~