Two Different Worlds

Chapter One ~ Life In School

Chapter One ~ Life In School

Today was the first day of my sophomore year. My freshman year is such a bad memory of the start of my high school year, everyone hated me, everyone bullied me but the teachers didn't care. The teachers were always making me do presentations with the people who never do the work, it's like telling me to do all the work. It wasn't even just that, it was all the people, and how they're so rude and always treating me really mean, they always get together and laugh at me. Everyday they do something really bad to me such has tripping me into a puddle of dirty water or pouring flour all over my clothes and everything. I didn't get the point but they always ended up laughing at me. I never liked school and I never will. I wanted to switch school but no one was willing to accept me. I don't know why. I guess I'll have to stick with all these mean and rude comments and actions from all these people. There is not one person that I ever was friendly with. I had no one to rant to, while everyone else did, when they needed people to spend time with, they had someone, when they needed a shoulder to cry on, they had that, when they are laughing, they always have someone laughing with them. When there is no one to talk to, they have someone to talk to. But for me, It was different. I had no one to care for me, I had no one to spend time with, I had no one to talk to, I had no one at all. No one but myself. The best part of my life was summer, where I was away from everyone. I would go on to vacations every time because the people at my school knows where I live as well and I cannot stand to live there with them always bothering me everyday. That time was over for me now because it's another year at school and basically another year of torture for me. I was a shy one because I just didn't want to stand up to them anymore. i did the first half of my freshman year but i gave up, they treated me even worst. I lost all my trust in people, I lost all my faith in believing on myself. I've been through it so much I'm so use to it that it's something as if it was part of my daily routine. It felt like I had to go through those things everyday before it seemed normal because that's how many times I've been through it. That's how many times they've been treating me like this. I'm so tired of everything. School starts in about an hour, im the type of person to be there early but the fact that if i went early, i would be bullied even more during those times. I don't want that, I've made so many different changes to avoid them but I just can't I don't know how to because they didn't care if they were late to class, they would spend time bothering me and making fun of me in class and when they go to their classes the teachers don't care if they were late because the teachers would excuse them since they favor them, I just don't know anymore. I want to give up, but I can't because I already told myself I wouldn't because I want to make my parents proud, that I can be strong through anything that life gives me.

~At School~
Rose: It's (YourName), the ugly girl has come!

Everyone gathers around me, I'm so tired and sick of this even if I had the whole summer to myself but yet at the same time, I'm so use to it. Almost every other minute something happens. It's not normal, not usual but for me, it's normal, it is usual because that's how my life is every since my high school years. Another year with this. Not just the eight hours from school but basically twenty four hours. Everyday, every miniute, even seconds. It's creepy but it is. Like even if I was at home, they would be causing noises or breaking through my doors. The fact that the aren't burning down my house or anything is something I'm greatful for. I really am because without it, I don't know where I'd be living at. The bad thing is that whenever I get a job they somehow always find out and get me fired. I don't even know how to pay for the electricity and water bills and everything else, including my food, clothes, and utensils. I'm glad my parents have left me a lot of money in my bank, in their bank and at home where when there is an emergency I can use them up, but soon it'll all run out because money is so easy to be used up since everything is so expensive. It's so hard to find a job, the only time I can have an actual job is over the summer when I'm in another vacation. I say that it is a vacation because I'm finally free from school, from all the bullying from all the pin and miseries during school times. The fact they call me ugly and everything, I lose my esteem, right now, it's so low, I don't know how to keep up with myself, I feel like nothing but the only thing that keeps me going and trying is my parents and grandma.

Me: Rose..

Rose: Um did I just hear someone? Oh I don't see anyone besides.. well i don't even know what is she. A dog? A rat? I'm leaving, that is so nasty, i need to find people to get her out of my sight and out of my way.

She laughs and she calls people to bully me again. I didn't understand it, like they think I'm not even a human, they think I'm an animal, just because they're so high class and I'm low class to them, like why does it matter? Is it really that big of a deal? I mean I have feelings too. A dog? Has she ever considered looking at everything my way? She won't understand it. If she did look at it my way, she'd begging on her knees for me to stop bothering her. She thinks she's a know it all, like even for school work, she has other people to do it for her, she thinks she still is so smart. Like she knows nothing, I don't even know how she can live in the future and for those teachers who know she cheats and copy, they don't even care, she gets straight A's and her parents are so happy but they don't know the truth about her. She's a whole different person at home. And if she doesn't get the work done, the teachers give her the answers and give her a week to finish it. Like what? Is that even legal? It's so unfair, but for me, if I was a minute late, they would take of ten points me. It's really not fair for me. They show so much favoritism. They always make extra work for me, not just the projects that I've mentioned but even more homework and more quizzes. I'm so busy all the time when I get home, doing homework for hours and hours, eating dinner at eleven and sometimes even skipping meals just to do homework while everyone else get to spend their time partying and everything, it's like the world is against me. This is life in school for me. I sigh and not even trying to escape from the grip of the people holding onto me, I didn't even bother to try to fight back. I just let them do as they wish as if I was a doll for them.

...To Be Continued~~~

I hope you like chapter one! I haven't got to the part where KyungSoo and Exo comes in but I want to explain how her life is compared to everyone else. I hope you like this chapter so far. I'm trying to make the chapters a bit longer as well(: please tell me how I'm doing! Have a wonderful day!