Two Different Worlds

Chapter Forty ~ Sixth Room

Chapter Forty ~ Sixth Room

" ...I get up and they try to hug me and keep me locked in their room but I manage to escape and enter the next room. Then they left me alone. "

...Continued~~~

I walked in, and from the moment I saw him, my heart beated faster and faster. I hesitated. Should I go in? Should I say something? Surprise him? They both seem to be talking about something serious, what could it be? Can I know? Or is it about something that doesn't include me? Why am I hesitating so much? Each day, I'm growing older and older but is it that my love isn't going to grow? because that same feeling where my heart beats a lot faster than usual when I see him, when I see KyungSoo. I don't ever want to replace this feeling with anything in the world, the feeling where anything he does captivates me so much. Where he's just all I think about and all I ever focus on. Nothing will ever be better than this feeling. Just when he does the littlest things for me, makes me smile like an idiot. That person he turns me into when I'm around him is speechless. I wouldn't change it for anything in the world because he's all I ever need. Thoughts came to me after another thoughts. I stood their for minutes just staring at him and realizing how lucky and special I am to have him. This is the best gift the world has given me ever. My good luck charm and the love of my life. The happiness to my life. The reason i can smile and laugh, and feel like I'm part of this world still. Baekhyun comes from behind to scare me and I jump a little and KyungSoo and Suho turns around to see me standing in front of their door. Baekhyun winks and leaves. I try to yell at Baekhyun for scaring me but he vanishes out of my sight then KyungSoo comes to me and hugs me tight from behind. He leans his head on my shoulders.

KyungSoo: (YourName)..

Me: Hmm?

KyungSoo: i love you

Me: I love you too

I turn to face him and take his hands and make eye contact with him. He pulls me a bit and we both walk into the room, making Suho feel less alone.

Me: Suhooo..

I run to give him a tight hug. The same feeling comes to my mind. The warmth of his hug makes me think back of when I decided to leave to California forever. When I told him my every plan, where he was to understand me and supporting me but not willing to let me go. His last good bye hug. I can only think back to these past days. It was only about a day ago that I've came back to Korea. Although it hasn't been awhile that I've got to hug Suho, I miss him because he's like my brother, who's always there for me and to support me no matter how he doesn't like it. I'm so thankful for Suho.

KyungSoo: You two are so close and friendly to each other

Me: Because Suho is like my brother

I smile at Suho and he smiles back.

Me: soo what were you two talking about?

KyungSoo: umm..

Suho: Songs.

Me: Ohh I see

KyungSoo: Did you have fun with all the other members?

Me: yep, they are all really nice and sweet. Really funny too. I had a lot of fun. I think I'm falling for all of them

KyungSoo: I thought I was your one and only

Me: you are but as a fangirl I fall for them but I love you. How to explain this? haha

KyungSoo: it's okay, I understand you

Me: Hmm.. Like I admire them

KyungSoo: I admire them too