Two Different Worlds

Chapter Nineteen ~ Their Wedding

Chapter Nineteen ~ Their Wedding

" Guy: good choice. So smart. You want to continue to live your life I see. "

...Continued~~~

Me: where will you take me now?

Guy: tomorrow is their wedding. We need to teach you manners and how to respect them.

Me: what are you talking about?

Guy: especially Rose

Me: why?

Guy: because she is pregnant with KyungSoo's baby

Me Baby?! What?!

Guy: stop yelling! My ears will pop! And no yelling at their wedding okay.

My heart shattered to hear about a wedding and even worse. A baby. Rose pregnant with KyungSoo's baby. I don't know how to accept it anymore. Before I had a reason to just let it all go and be calm with KyungSoo but now, there is no turning back. I could have done something before. I could have stopped him no matter how much he'll hate me because now I have no chance. Actually, what is there to worry about at least? They invited me to their wedding, so they still care about me, they want me to witness their happiness so we all can be happy right. Maybe I shouldn't be so self centered. Maybe I have to learn to let things go, maybe I.. I really don't know. Should I be happy for them? There is no turning back already. I have to act right or else I'll regret. In front of all those people who will be attending the wedding, I really can't and to KyungSoo, it's not fair if I ruined their wedding. If that's his choice, it's his choice. I have to accept that. I have to learn that I can still live without him in my life. I can't let him break me down. Where I am now, is because of KyungSoo. Maybe I have to realize that he was never meant for me. Maybe I have to learn to appreciate everything I have already. I can't be greedy, I can't let myself get revenge and ruin their family of three. It's going to hurt but aren't all loves going to hurt towards the end? Either they stop loving you, find someone else, or never really loved you and just left. In the end, people die of old age or of sickness and the ones who love them will be hurt. Pain will always be there. There is no hiding from it. Why don't I face it now then to waste my time and cause so much trouble? I guess I will be attending. I want to dress so pretty for him to show him I really love him and that I really am happy for him and no matter what he chooses in life, I'll always support him and that he'll always have me as a friend when he needs a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to. I may not be his wife or the love his life but I want to be someone important to his life, I want to change is life to a better one, where he can always smile without worries. The good thing about love is the feeling you get, it is undescribable. The feeling when you do something nice for your crush and when they thank you, it's heaven because they know you exist. They realize you. And when they smile, it's the feeling that you were the reason to make them smile like that. Love can make you feel so sad but yet so many reasons to be happy for. I want to be by his side to show I really do love him no matter how much he finds me annoying. I'll make the best speech for them. I will give them the best presents ever.

~Tomorrow At The Wedding~

Me: Hello everyone, welcome to KyungSoo and Rose's Wedding! It's great to see you all here as well as I am happy to be here to witness such a happy moment in life. I wish they can live happily ever after and enjoy their lives forever. I wish from this they on, they'll always be husband and wife. Always loving each other till the end. They're such a pair from heaven. Many of you go to the same school as me and them. I know you all know I love KyungSoo too but I'm not here to ruin their moment. I want to enjoy it as much as you all, I want to make it memorable for them. I spent the night to realize that I need to just accept them together because it's KyungSoo's choice not mine. I wish to stay in the relationship I am with all of you because I am not going to beg you but I want to let you know I accept you for you and no longer be rude to you. I want to say that when you all are ever in need, especially KyungSoo and Rose, ask me. In order to accept you two together, I have to let go. I love KyungSoo too remember that and I'm giving it up for you to be happy so make it worth it. I just wish the best for you. Thank you.

I ran in tears but Rose grabbed me on the arms and hugged me tight. She also was crying.

Rose: I never thought I would hear such beautiful speech from you. I appreciate you coming today, I know my objective originally was to make you jealous but now that you're going to accept me for who I am, I don't think I have to anymore. When I first started dating KyungSoo, I never liked him, I only dated him to make you jealous and for you to hurt, but now I've fallen for him, he is hard not to love once you get to know him. Because of you, I've found the best husband I can ever have. I truly appreciate you and I am so sorry for all that I've caused you. To make it up to you, can we start again and be friends?

I nodded. There goes my chance with KyungSoo. Whatever I did, I'll regret. I didn't want to lose KyungSoo but at least now I've finally made friends with Rose. Now my life will be normal without poeple bullying me. Now I have friends. Now I'm not alone anymore. Was it worth it to give up KyungSoo for a friend? Even if I have lost my chance to be with KyungSoo, I'm not giving up on being a good friend to him, I'm going to always be there for him, through his hard times, just like how a best friend would. I don't want to give up because I know I won't get over him but knowing he's happy and smiling, makes me happy and smile as well. That's why I'm not going to give up, I will do my best to always make him smile. As the wedding started after my speech, I was in more tears, my heart ripped to see KyungSoo and Rose kiss. My heart felt like it didn't even exist anymore. As much as I knew that I should be happy for him, my heart broke to millions of pieces, my heart ached so much, that I fainted at there wedding without anyone knowing. I'm glad no one saw because it would have ruined their wedding. I didn't want that. After the wedding everyone went to this location for the party to celebrate. When everyone left, KyungSoo found me fainted on the floor. He ran to me and picked me up and called the ambulance. He saw my hands that wrote 'I love you KyungSoo' He took my phone to call my family but he stopped when he saw my picture on my screen. 'KyungSoo. You're my everything, I know I lost my chance but if you're happy, I'll always be happy for you. I will always love you no matter how much you change because i love you for you. I tried giving up but I knew I couldn't forget you and that's why I will always support you. I won't give up either because I want to see you always happy, I want to be there for you when you need someone, I want to just be there to help you like a friend. I just want to be someone important to you. If it's too much to ask for, I just really wish one thing, and that is for me to be a reason for you to just smile once. I want to see you smile, just once, because of me. It's all I ever wanted. Because I love you, I want you to be happy. I wish you the best forever and ever. I'll always be there for you even if you hate me because I don't give up because you've changed my life, I want to change yours as well, I want to make it better the way you did. All of it in the end is that I love you, I love you with my full heart, I will love you forever. I'll never love anyone but you. I loved you before, I still do, and I will always love you because you're the reason that keeps me going. I love you KyungSoo, for you'

~KyungSoo's Point of View~
I cried in tears as I looked at her and fell to the floor, crying harder........

...To Be Continued~~~

It's still in italics! But you'll find out why soon! Hope you're enjoying the story! Have a good day~~ Note: Sorry I didn't post a chapter yesterday! I was busy~~