Two Different Worlds

Chapter Seven ~ A Day Ago

Chapter Seven ~ A Day Ago

 " ...It was a surprise to Rosy and Daisy that they were together and the fact (YourName) found out more about KyungSoo's adorable personality, she was surprised and fell in love with him even more. "

...Continued~~~

KyungSoo: Why don't we go get breakfast

Me: it's a little late now though isn't it?

KyungSoo: well then lunch? Cause you must be hungry since you have no energy.

Me: Okay

KyungSoo holds onto me and smiles at me. He held on to me making sure I didn't fall or faint all of a sudden, I was really weak actually I had no energy to just stand straight. I leaned on KyungSoo for support. I closed my eyes and smiled, knowing that KyungSoo will lead me to the right way. We went to eat lunch and it already got late after we finished eating. KyungSoo had to leave, too bad we didn't do much but it was more than enough just to be with him and have his comfort. I've never felt so happy, I've never just enjoyed myself and forget about the past when I'm with someone, whenever I'm with people, they always remind me of miseries but when I'm with KyungSoo, everything is different. I feel so refreshed and free, I feel normal with freedoms and rights. It's the best feeling ever just to be by his side.

~Tomorrow At School~

I really want to say hi to KyungSoo but I'm scared, he sees me but doesn't wave at me, if he didn't wave at me, it would be silly if I waved at him and get no response, everyone will think I'm crazy or something, i didn't mind but again, I think second about what KyungSoo said and the advices he gave me. Does that apply to my situation right now? If I say 'Hi' to him and he doesn't wave back, there isn't even a point though. I decided to just walk away, I feel like he is ignoring me or is acting like he doesn't know me. Why? It was just a day ago where he was so nice and sweet to me. It was just yesterday that we were spending time together and having fun. He was always there for me and helping me and giving me advices but now just one day, he changes so much, he acts so differently, when I'm getting hurt, bullied, or made fun of, he wouldn't come to bother and help. And he said to text him whenever I need him.. he knows I'm in trouble, why is he acting like this? Or maybe it's just me or maybe he just really didn't see me.

~KyungSoo's Point of View~

I miss her so much, i want to be by her side again, she makes me feel so happy just spending time with her, i never felt anything like this. She makes me feel so special. If only I could get another day with her. All my fans here, I can't leave them like that, I need to give them attention too because without them I wouldn't be able to do what I love, singing and dancing, everyday. I love them all and I have to change so much especially those fans who are at my school and bully (YourName). It hurts so much to see her get hurt but I don't want to upset my fans. I love them as well and I have to change myself a lot. I have to pretend not to care for (YourName) when people are around and for fans to follow me around most of the day, I have to somehow mislead them and get to (YourName) to see how she's doing, I barely have time with her. I only have text with her. It was only one day ago where something had made me change so much, make me want something so much, want someone's company so much but the fact everyone is watching my every move, I just can't, my reputation is important I know it's stupid of me, but I promise I'll make it up to you (YourName), I promise. Rose and all my fans already found out that I've been spending lots of time with (YourName) and helping her a lot lately. They'll start hating on me too and I don't want them to think wrong because a lot just can't take it, what if some people tell rumors about us dating? I don't want them to think it that way, I have to 'ignore' her. I have to act like I don't know her, I have to act like I never been with her even though they know already. Ehh what can I do? I just have to avoid her for a while or at least I can't be seen with her anymore.

~My Point of View~

I had a feeling KyungSoo was really ignoring me now, before he would at least give me a glance but now it's nothing, he just walks pass me, sometimes he just walks into me and don't even look back or say sorry or even help me pick of my books if I dropped them. Some people would even laugh at me and he'd still walk away. Doesn't onw person change so fast in just less than twenty four hours? It was just a day ago that KyungSoo was so nice, sweet and fun to hang out with like my best friend but now he's back to ignoring me and as usual coming to see how I was doing after the day. I didn't even care by then because what was the point? Why not just don't come at all? I give attitude yea so what, live with it, I just wanted someone to care for me, someone to show me love. KyungSoo had been there for me before and now he's not. Isn't that like giving love but taking it back? It hurts. I always thought KyungSoo wasn't the type of person he was showing me. Only a player as I thought. I haven't really got to know him much till now, in my freshman year, I thought of him wrong. Days you go trying to care for the girl and when you get a day with her, the next day you leave her alone again? I don't know what's his reason but he better tell me because I jsut can't stand those people who go around acting like that. After class, I walked home, but before I got to my locker, someone pulled me and dragged me to somewhere I've never been to, somewhere no one was to be seen.

KyungSoo: (YourName)! Are you okay?

Me: KyungSoo?

KyungSoo: I'm sorry I didn't fight for you, I know I told you that I'd be there for you but I couldn't, you know me best, I'm a singer/dancer, all my fans and school found out that we've spent time together already and if rumor starts about us, my mom is going to kill me! I know it's not fair for you because we're just friends but that's how life is, I just.. It's probably rrally hard to persuade you right now but my fans, they all mean everything to me, I don't want to disappoint them either, you're my friend, you should understand, I really don't want to dissapoint you either but please I hope you understand me. It's not like we can't ever be friends or anything like that, I promise to make it up to you, I promise. I'll think of something I can do to get you closer with everyone or find a way to make them think a different way, but for now, I will act like we don't know okay? I don't want to make my parents or my fans disappointed.

Me: Such a bad explanation but yea I understand, if you didn't tell me ahead, I would have been so mad at you, I constantly made stupid comments about you throughout the day because you didn't come help me or you didn't even glance at me to say hi or anything. I thought you changed, I thought you were a player. I'm sorry for mistakening you. I know it's hard for you. But maybe it's something to tell us that we're not meant to be together, just even friends. I don't think it'll work out. We're are two different worlds

KyungSoo: it's not like that

Me: really? You're a rich and popular one while I'm a poor girl who everyone picks on. It's meant that we aren't for each other.

KyungSoo: We can be friends, anyone can be friends! There is no such thing as meant to be or not.

Me: KyungSoo face it.

KyungSoo: I don't care what it is, just don't leave me, don't leave my side, never. No matter what reasons you have, don't leave my side okay?

KyungSoo comes closer and hugs me tight as if he'd never let go. Even though he only thinks of a usual normal friendship, I was thinking more of us together, a girlfriend boyfriend relationship. It's not possible for us. Is it?

...To Be Continued~~~

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