Just A Crush

chapter 4. Get Rid Of The Crush

Special thanks to ChynahG for the lovely book cover which I should learn to stop staring at.

I'm made to believe that no one is perfect but every time I see you , I think otherwise

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As I walked home my mind kept replaying what happened earlier.
Was it just me or did my brain derive pleasure by replaying my most embarrassing moments after they happen to punish me for an unknown cause. I feel like a loser.

Why was I awkward?. Why can't this be a story where the girl gets her crush. I wanted to live in a fantasy because real life sucks.

I groaned as I kicked a small rock in a very over dramatic manner. How much I wish I was Crystal she made making friends so easy. Everyone likes her.

A loud horn behind me snapped me back to reality. It was Crystal.

"I thought you had practice ?" I asked

" yes but coach had an emergency " she shrugged

" James? " I asked

" he went home his mom has a party " she replied. I nodded .

" get in " .

" so what were you thinking about " crystal asked as she drove

" nothing " I shrugged then she gave me the face that said ' seriously '

" fine. I was thinking about how weird I am " I replied

" you aren't weird " she said

" Right. I'm abnormal, antisocial and super awkward " I replied

" what makes you say that? " she asked

" well because I can't talk to most people and I can't even make friends like normal people " I huffed .

" you aren't weird, you just have a shy personality's that's all " she smiled as she parked her car

" well I don't like it " I closed her car door.

" are you kidding me. Its cute and it is what makes you, you changing it would mean changing you... OK tell me what brought this up? " she asked as I opened the door to my house.

" what happened earlier " I replied

" you're still thinking about that ? it wasn't that bad " she said obviously trying to suppress a giggle.

" yes it was, I'm sure he thinks I'm weird " I said as we went to the kitchen, washed my hands  and  began making sandwiches.

" of course he doesn't I'm pretty sure he has seen weirder " she grabbed a chair and sat down.

"like? " I asked serving her a sandwich

" uh the girl who tried to get his sperm so she could have his baby " she took a bite of her snack I sighed.

" maybe I have carried this crush for a little too long " I sat next to her .

" ya think " she raised a brow

" yeah " I grabbed some Juice in the fridge

" so what am I supposed to do? " I asked her pouring the drink in a cup.

I eyed suspiciously as her face turned to that of mischief.

" duh find another guy to crush on " she smirked and I rolled my eyes