Dear Aj friends

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Today made me realize something

People lie to protect others feelings
Which sounds stupid- well of course people do that!
I know... but listen...

Today, taco told me she didn't want a senpai period, because I asked her if she did.
It hurt because of all the days I spent writing & drawing... but it made her uncomfortable and Im a big girl, I could take it. *lil huggies to Taco Bell*
You see, after yesterday I started thinking and thinking about all the things my friends could have never told me to spare my feelings or others

Dear aj friends:
Whenever we talk anymore it consists of random things, their fun to talk about... but when was the last time we talked about how things are going... or about ourselves?

Back to the first thing...
I want you to know, everyone needs the truth and you should never have to worry about the truth, it's the way it is.
But I'd rather hear a truth then fifteen cushioned versions of it
If you hate me- tell me straight up
If I annoy you- tell me or roast me over it
If my grammar gets on your nerves - TELL ME
If you think something about me, but are not quite sure- ask me
Don't want to hurt my feelings?- stab me with hurt
I can take it
Because the truth is I'm more concerned about other people than my own self
It's been that way, since forever

If I end up getting hurt:
Sleeping on it always works

Have something your afraid to tell me, or anyone else?- I will open teddy bear arms to it

Want to give me cushions?- don't......

Because how am I ever going to have a normal convo when things are cushioned?

I'm used to pain.......
Truth hurts, but that's just the truth.....

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