So.. it's been... awhile since school has been out...
I'm more comfortable now...
I'm going to tell you... things about my school
Mostly about this creepy guy on the bus that I had...
Now if your easily uncomfortable
I wouldn't read...
I just felt like I should talk about this
In case anybody ever comes across somebody that makes them uncomfortable
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So...
I sit in the middle of the bus, next to the emergency exit (so in case of a fire I wouldn't die, also the window was bigger there)
And across from me... was this guy who ALWAYS sat alone
Two months into school
I started to notice.... him constantly...
Looking at me....
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I also realized... he was constantly um...
How do I say this nicely....
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PLAYING WITH HIMSELF
o god....
So basically this guy was playing with himself
While looking at me.....
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Keep in mind
THIS was the jerk who in my school complication
Almost half made me cry
For calling me hard to look at
And ugly...
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Yeah...
I was kinda scared of him
See... I tried my best.. to just IGNORE IT
But it's kinda hard to
WHEN HE DID THAT EVERY SINGLE DAY
FOR THE ENTIRE SCHOOL YEAR
BUT WHAT ELSE BOTHERED ME
IS THAT EVERYONE ELSE
WAS FINE WITH IT
LIKE A PERSON WOULD CASUALLY GO
"Oh.... Cool!"
DAFUQ!?
DUDE... HOW ARE YOU OKAY WITH THIS?
WHILE IM OVER HERE LOOKING LIKE A RASPBERRY PRAYING TO JESUS I GET HOME FIRST
IM LITERALLY SHAKING IN DISCOMFORT
This went on and on.. and on...
Your probably saying that I should have said something
But keep in mind..
At school I'm quiet.. and shy... I don't even talk
And also VERY uncomfortable with telling someone
JUST IMAGINE
THIS RANDOM CREEPY DUDE
DOING THIS EVERYDAY....
AND YOU KNOW ITS YOU WHOS CAUSING IT
I KNOW THIS BECAUSE IT WAS ONLY EVER AROUND ME
now your also asking why couldn't I sit anywhere else
It's because a lot of people on the bus are extremely rude
One time I was cursed out for sitting somewhere else, trying to get away....
They made me go... back... and sit there.....
A few nights I would go home crying from how bad it was
I just wanted to be left alone...
I just wanted to be comfortable on the bus...
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Please stop...
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He would even... take pictures of me...
Doing who knows what with them....
And somehow all his friends knew who I was....
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He's in the same grade as me...
I figured that out because he went down the same hall
And one day...
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They sat
Right next to me...
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And did the very same thing as they always did...
I couldn't take it...
This had to stop...
I can't deal with this anymore......
This is pure torture
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It's almost as if...
as soon as the bus driver stopped...
Cinno snapped in
I looked directly at him...
(Me)...
*he covers himself*
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MOVE NOW
(Guy).........
(Me)... 😠 NOW
*he gets up and moves*
*I go all the way to the front and sit*
(Kid) HEY YOU DUMBA-
(Me) SHUT UP I DON'T CARE..
(Kid).....
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I stayed in the front for the rest of the weeks left I had in the year.. right behind the bus driver
Where she could see me
He never dared to go up there
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Of course now that i look back
I SHOULD'VE KICKED HIM
And left much sooner
Which is what I advise to anyone who ever ends up in this situation
Also, don't be like me.. and ignore it
It's not going to help
Though I did tell my granny about it.. so I wasn't completely ignoring
But still just don't ignore it.
I admit I'm not a very strong person because I barely did much for myself
But at least I was left alone for a little.
And if your one of those people that just go with it.. and think it's fine
That there's nothing wrong with doing this in front of somebody- directed at somebody who's right there
Like the others did
Just think of how the person it's directed to..
How they would feel...
Because I was definitely not fine.
And it's definitely not okay
